Palestine,â Abe said.
Haim nodded. âThen you probably couldnât,â he agreed. âAs for me, I could not survive anywhere else.â
âItâll be a hard lifeââ
âWhat else is new?â Haimâs voice grew soft. âWhat is hardest is saying good-bye to the man who raised me like a father.â
âBeing your father helped me to overcome the loss of my own.â
âSo you will go to America and become a rich man. You will come visit me in Eretz Yisroel and all my neighbors will be impressed with your importance.â
âWell, you will need money to go to Palestine,â Abe said. âI donât know how to advise you, little friend.â He frowned. âI donât know the procedureââ
âDonât worry,â Haim reassured him. âThere have been pioneers before me. The Zionists here and in Palestine will guide me.â
âDid they say how much passage was?â
Haim gave him the figure. âAlso something to live on until I know my way around a little, but all Iâll take from you is the fare.â
âDonât be foolish.â Abe quieted him in a peremptory tone. âMaybe you do not need my guidance any longer,but for food and clothing youâd do best to rely on me and not your fellow halutzum.â
âBut you will need money for your own journey.â
âIn America a man can find work to make his own way. Who knows if there is any work in Palestine?â
âOf course there is work.â
âThe kind that pays? Right here I could plant a crop, and thatâs work, but it doesnât pay until the plants grow. What would I eat until then, without money in my pocket to buy food?â
âPerhaps you are right,â Haim reluctantly admitted.
âPerhaps,â Abe chuckled. From the leather pouch around his neck he extracted a sheaf of worn rubles. âTake this.â He handed over the money.
âBut this much?â Haim asked, astounded. âIt must be all you have.â
âIn the first place it is not mine but ours,â Abe said. âWe earned it together. In the second place it is much less than half of our savings.â He winked. âI am six years older than you, so I should get the lionâs share, yes?â
Haim laughed and then grew quiet. Both men watched the fire for a while, until Abe broke the silence.
âWhen do you leave, little friend?â
âThereâs a train to Odessa at seven this morning,â Haim began, then blushed, embarrassed at Abeâs chortle.
âYou are so anxious to leave?â Before Haim could say anything, Abe continued, âDo you know what I think? I think that probably I will not wake up until well after dawn. Before then you should go find your Zionist friends and begin your journey. What do you think?â
âI think that the thirteen years since I stood in your doorway, a ragged orphan boy, seems like only one day,â Haim murmured. âYou really will not come with me, Abe?â He filled his voice with hope.
âI wonât.â Abe wrapped himself in his blankets against the cool night air. There will be no way for us to write, hethought. After tonight it will be good-bye forever. He looked heavenward to pray for Haimâs well-being. The stars against the velvety sky seemed more brilliant than usual.
âGood-bye, little friend.â
âGood-bye, father.â
Abe had to smile. Never had the boy called him that before. He went to sleep willing the stars to be diamonds in Haimâs pocket. He went to sleep with the blankets over his head to muffle the sound of his only familyâs departure.
Haim waited for Abeâs breathing to become regular. He was either asleep or pretending to be. What difference did it make, anyway?
He had no idea what to take with him on his journey and so decided to take nothing. Whatever he needed he would get in Palestine or do