have been almost four months old by now.
She felt her lip trembling and fought back tears. She wanted to recall the good things about their marriage. She wanted to remember how well theyâd gotten along in the beginning, how she would respond to just about anything when it came to him. His soft laugh, his touch, the sound of his breathingâ¦that look he would give her when he wanted to make love.
She had seen that same look in his eyes today in the kitchen. She didnât know what racy thoughts had been going through his mind, but her body had responded and a rush of sensations had flowed through her. Her hormones had surged to gigantic proportions and it would have been so easy to cross the room, slide onto his lap, curl into his arms and bury her face in the warmth of his chest. Then she would have kissed him the way she used to. Kissinghim had the ability to make her all but moan out an orgasm. In fact, a few times she had done that very thing.
She had the satisfaction of knowing he wanted her. Although she was woman enough to admit sheâd desired him, too. What she had to do was keep her desires at bay while continuing to stir up his. That was her game plan and she intended to stick to it. She would not get caught in her own trap.
But there was nothing wrong with getting wrapped up in memories while lying stretched out on a chaise longue with the breeze from the ocean caressing her skin. Memories were a lot safer than the real thing. With her eyes still closed, she vividly recalled the night when she and Matthew had come out here, naked and aroused, with only one thing on their minds.
They had gone to a polo match and returned home, barely making it up to their bedroom to strip off their clothes. And then he had swept her off her feet and carried her to the balcony. Even now she could recall how fast her heart had been beating and how her pulse had throbbed. Pretty similar to how she was feeling now, just thinking about it.
Heâd reached out to touch her breasts and her stomach had automatically clenched in response. Then she had watched in heated lust as heâd leaned forward and used his tongue to capture a nipple between his lips andâ
âCarmen? Why didnât you answer when I knocked?â
She found herself staring into a pair of dark, sensuous eyes. His lips were so close to hers that it wouldnât have taken much for him to lean in just a little closer and taste her. And then there was his scentâaftershave mingled with manâthat began manipulating her senses in a way that could be deemed lethal.
Her eyes narrowed as she felt a warming sensationbetween her thighs. Matthew was crouched down over her. She fought to ignore the sensual currents that were rippling through her.
âWhat are you doing here?â she asked, her voice sounding strained to her own ears.
His gaze continued to hold hers. âI knocked several times and you didnât answer.â
The heat of his breath was like a warming balm to her lips. She was tempted to lick the fullness of his mouth from corner to corner. It didnât exactly surprise her that she was thinking of doing such a thing, considering what sheâd been thinking about just moments ago.
She slowly pulled herself up in a sitting position, causing him to move back, for which she was grateful. The last thing she needed right now was to be in close proximity to him. The temptation was too great. âAnd why were you knocking on the bedroom door when I told you I would be out here on the balcony reading?â she asked.
âI need to get my things moved to the guest room.â He paused a moment and said, âI noticed you were sleeping, but figured I could get my things without disturbing you. But thenâ¦â
She lifted a brow. âBut then what?â
A sensual smile touched the corners of his lips when he said, âBut then I heard you say my name in your sleep.â
She faltered for a minute,
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