grace of that fallen awning, those extra seconds, was what saved him. Sasha ran, passing people before they knew what they had seen. Just a ghoul flashing by, feet pounding, trying to escape from hell.
But hell was too big. Its boundaries kept expanding, infinitely.
He finally collapsed on a park bench and realized that he had dropped the envelope.
All his precious proof. Collected at such great danger and cost. The photographic prints Sonia had entrusted to him. All that remained of her great sacrifice, her courage. He did not have the JPEGs, nor had he ever dared to scan or copy the prints. He had been watched so closely, for so long. There had been no chance to do it. Ever.
The only proof that the lab had ever existed, the only clues at all to this horrible crueltyâand he had fucking dropped them.
He hunched down, shivering. Too exhausted even to sob. There was no way to save Sveti now. This had been his one big chance, and he had blown it. Heâd killed poor Mongelli for nothing. No, less than nothing. He was infinitely worse off now. And so was Sveti. He had to warn her. Find a place with an Internet connection, get access to some device or other, with what cash he had left. If only he could just call, but he couldnât shove words out over a phone. Not even to Misha.
He could not crawl out of this hole. No matter how he tried.
No matter how they died.
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Sveti stared out of the taxi window. Her eyes were dry, hot. Knots in her throat and belly burned like points of fire. The tangle of freeway bridges swooped and swerved around her. Sheâd lost all sense of orientation, except for in relation to Sam, of course.
A needle inside her body pointed straight at Sam, night or day.
She shouldnât have gone to the wedding. Sheâd known perfectly well that he would show up, after all those e-mails that she could not seem to delete, all those texts on her phone. Those sweet, hot, sexy things he said. Things that made her want to fall to her knees and beg.
The phone beeped in her evening bag. She jerked it out and scrolled down the arriving e-mail on the screen of her smartphone.
Dear Ms. Ardova:
Weâre so pleased youâll be joining us in Italy for the conference, and in London next week! A driver will pick you up at Fiumicino on Friday and bring you to San Anselmo. Attached is your e-ticket, as discussed.
Have a great flight. I look forward to meeting you. Please donât hesitate to call me with any problems or questions.
Til Friday, all my best,
Nadine Muller, Executive Assistant
Illuxit Transnational, Inc.
Sveti stared down at the message and the attachment below it. Where was the euphoria, the triumph? Sheâd been called to Italy as an expert consultant to speak at the Tran-Global Business Organization against Human Trafficking. She was being awarded the Solkin Prize for her contribution to the fight against modern slavery. After that, it was off to London. Illuxit Transnational, a multi-billion-dollar contract research organization, had recruited her to consult for their new corporate anti-trafficking initiative and their Victims Fund. It was a coup for someone as young as she. Excellent money, too, most of which she would save to fund her own budding nonprofit, Soul Rescue. She regretted putting Soul Rescue on hold for the length of the two-year contract, but this was worth it. Sheâd nailed it, crushed it. She should be proud, full of hope for the future, riding waves of giddy energy.
And all she wanted was for that message to have been from Sam.
She clicked on the e-ticket attachment. First class, when she had specifically told them she preferred economy. It was annoying. Wasteful.
She hugged her bare, goose-bumped shoulders. Sheâd flounced out of the reception without her jacket. Showing great maturity and sense.
This night was so fucked up. Why couldnât she just be normal? Just be attracted to a great guy and go with it. Have