return home so late? And to immediately assume that a woman such as she was there for carnal purposes? Only the worst of blackguards would view women in such a way. Catherine wasnât a trollop. She was chaste and pure and proper. Although after tasting his kiss, she realized her life was rather dull. Still, his actions had resulted in her finally comprehending why ladies were discouraged from experiencing such intimacies until they were wed. Did all men hold such power over womenâto make them burn with desire? Or wasit only those like Claybourne, who loitered at the gates of hell?
âWinnie, youâve been married for five years now.â
Sheâd attracted the Duke of Avendaleâs attention their very first Season and had married him at Christmas that same year.
Winnie furrowed her brow. âIs that a question?â
âNo, itâs an observation that I felt compelled to make before asking: Does he kiss you?â
âThatâs an odd question.â
âIâm a maiden and I have no mother to ask about the questions that cause me curiosity, and so I must turn to my married friend for the answers. Does he kiss you?â
Winnie sipped her tea as though mulling over her answer. âOn occasion.â
âDoes it leave you wanting?â
âWanting what?â
Catherine almost laughed. If she had to explain it, well, then he wasnât kissing as Claybourne did. But Avendale had been born a gentleman, while Claybourne was little more than a scoundrel dressed in lordâs clothing.
She watched as Winnie leaned forward ever so slightly to pour them more tea. It was ironic that such beauty as found in this garden surrounded a house where incredible ugliness lurked. Her movements explained so much about her unnecessary worry over the invitations. âHeâs beaten you again, hasnât he, Winnie?â
âDonât be silly.â
Reaching out, Catherine placed her hand over her friendâs, stilling her actions. âI see howgingerly you moveâas though the smallest of movements causes you the greatest of pain. You can confide in me. I wonât tell a soul. You know that.â
Tears welled in Winnieâs expressive eyes. âHe came home late last night in a fit of temper. Iâm not sure what I did wrongââ
âI doubt you did anything wrong, and even if you did, he has no right to strike you.â
âThe law disagrees.â
âDamn the law.â
Gasping, Winnie widened her eyes. âCatherine, your language.â
âYou chastise me for my language and yet I wager you take his beatings in silence.â
âIâm his wife, his property. The law gives him leave to do with me as he pleases, even force his attentions on me when I might not want them. A day will come when youâll learn the truth of marriage.â
âI doubt I shall ever marry. But if I should, Iâll not give a man control over me.â
âYouâve only managed to escape marriage because your father is infirmed and your brother traipses over the continents. Once he returns and settles into his responsibilities, including those toward you, everything will change.â
No, it wouldnât. Catherine was stronger than Winnie. Although she had to readily admit sheâd grown more independent after Sterling left. Her father had begun to teach her things, for fear that her wanderlust brother might not return from his travels. Since her father had fallen ill, sheâd taken it upon herself to step into his shoes as much aspossible. She knew her forceful nature no doubt intimidated some and was whispered about by others. But sheâd not let her fatherâs legacy fall into decay or disarray.
âIâm all of two and twenty, Winnie, and no man has indicated an interest in having me as a wife.â
âItâs because of the way the Devil Earl looked at you that night as though he was singling you outâand