dildo bobbed once, as
if to draw Spencer’s attention to it. “Put some lube on it, and show me.”
I thought I was paying for you to fuck me, not a toy I already bought.
33
Which totally explained why he took the toy back from
Nick and was already reaching for the bottle of lube on the
nightstand. The bottle of lube next to the condoms which
hopefully symbolised a promise that he’d be getting fucked
tonight with something that wouldn’t go back in his drawer.
Lube in one hand, retina-searing blue fake penis in the
other, he looked up at Nick. “I . . . is there a . . .” Articulate. I swear to God I am articulate . He cleared his throat. “Is there a particular position?”
Nick pursed his lips like the question required substantial
thought. That in and of itself was mildly alarming—and more
than a little intriguing—because knowing him, he might
ask Spencer to dangle from the chandelier in the hal way or
something. There was some twisted shit behind those eyes.
Twisted shit that would have had Spencer saying “yeah, no, I
don’t think so” any other night, but for some reason, tonight
it excited him as much as it unnerved him.
“On the bed.” Nick nodded sharply towards it. “On your
back with your arse at the edge so you won’t have to move
when I’m done watching you.”
His hand left Spencer’s shoulder. Spencer stood, grimacing
as his knees reminded him how long he’d been down there.
How much time did they have left, anyway?
He glanced at the alarm clock. Still a good hour and a half.
Plenty of time for Nick to fuck both mind and arse. Probably
multiple times apiece.
“On your back on the bed,” Nick repeated, as if he’d
forgotten.
Spencer swallowed. He sat on the edge of the bed, and
ordered his hands to be steady and confident as he poured
out some lube and put it on the toy. They shook more than
he liked, so he worked faster to hide his nerves. Or maybe
34
he should’ve let them show; Nick seemed to get off knowing
he’d pushed a button or three.
When the toy was good and slick, Spencer lay back across
the mattress. This was an awkward position—by fucking
design, no doubt—but he managed, parting his legs and
bracing his heels on the frame for support. He looked up at the ceiling. That was a lot easier than focusing on the half-naked prostitute watching him so intently. A lot easier, maybe, but
not enough to completely negate the strangeness of lubing up
his own arsehole while someone watched. Especially when it
was at the order of that puzzling voyeur.
A finger to get started. A second to get him ready for the
larger toy. He usually liked to draw out this part, enjoying
every step between the first touch of lube and the eventual
toe-curling orgasm. But then, he wasn’t usually on the clock.
And his heart wasn’t usually beating like this, pounding
against his ribcage with pre-emptive fear that Nick would get
impatient.
The bed shifted slightly. Or rather, something pressed
against it just enough to make the frame issue a faint protest.
Spencer turned his head. Nick was leaning against one of
the posts at the foot of the bed, pressing his shoulder into it, arms folded across his bare chest as he watched Spencer fuck
himself with two fingers.
Nick’s eyes flicked up and met Spencer’s. A grin played
at his lips. He unfolded his arms, and when one hand moved
downwards, the gesture was too slow and deliberate not to
hold Spencer’s attention. Especially not when Nick casually
brushed his hand over the very pronounced bulge beneath his
leather pants.
Spencer bit his lip.
35
Nick grinned. Then he lifted his hand away from his
groin and gestured at Spencer. “You were going to show me
something, yes?”
Ignoring him was no longer an option. Or pretending he
was really doing this because it had been his own idea. Or . . .
anything but what it was. He had paid company, and the guy
was watching him.
Though, crazily