disliked but didnât want to admit to herself.) She had assumed that their lives, maintained at a physical distance for so long, would braid together instantly, that she would see them all the time. But, so far, they met up no more than once a month, and it was typically a rushed restaurant meal in downtown Bethesda, at a place that offended no one and therefore disappointed everyone.
Perhaps they were all just out of practiceat being an extended family; Eliza had lived a minimum of 1,500 miles away since college graduation. Besides, both her parents, now in their late seventies, continued to work, although her father had cut back his practice; her mother was an academic, teaching at the University of Maryland in downtown Baltimore. They were not, nor would she want them to be, the type of settled grandparents whose lives revolved around their only grandchildren. Still, she had thought she would see more of them than she did.
This week, however, they were having dinner at her parentsâ house, an old farmhouse in what had been, back in 1985, a rural enclave in Western Howard County. Their road still had a country feel to it. But all around, development was encroaching. For Inez, those new houses were like battleships in a harbor, massing, readying an attack. As for the large electrical towers visible in the distanceâthose made her shiver with revulsion, although she did not believe in the health claims made against them. She just found them ugly. âImagine,â she often said, âwhat Don Quixote would have made of those.â
Yet the Lerners had never thought twice about relocating here, leaving their beloved house in Roaring Springs in order to enroll Eliza in a different high school. One county over, Wilde Lake High School had been far enough so a new girl, known as Eliza, would have no resonance. There was always the slight risk that someone from the old school district would transfer and that Elizaâs identity would be pierced. But as her parents explained to her repeatedly, the changes were not about shame or secrets. They moved because the old neighborhood had dark associations for all of them, because some of the things they loved mostâthe stream, the wooded hillsides, the sense of isolationâwere tainted. They chose not to speak of what had happened in the world at large, but that was because the world at large had nothing to contribute to Elizaâs healing. If she had returned to Catonsville High School with her friendsâand it was her choice,they stressedâher parents didnât doubt that people would have been sensitive. Too sensitive . They did not want their daughter to live an eggshell existence, where others watched their words and lapsed into sudden, suspicious silences when she happened onto certain conversations. New house, new start. For all of them. A new house with an alarm system, and central air-conditioning, despite Inezâs hatred of it, because that meant they didnât sleep with open windows.
Iso and Albie loved their grandparentsâ house, which was filled with the requisite items of fascination that grandparentsâ homes always harbor. But the real lure for them was the nearby Ritaâs custard stand. As soon as they left with their grandfather for an after-dinner treat, Eliza told her mother about Walterâs letter.
âWhat are you going to do?â she asked.
âNothing,â Eliza said.
âDoing nothing,â Inez said, âis a choice in its own way. When you do nothing, you still do something.â
âI know.â
âI assumed you did.â
They were sitting on the screened porch that ran along the back of the house, a place where the view was still, more or less, as it had been when the Lerners purchased their home. They had bought it quickly, almost instinctively, a month after Eliza came home. It was actually larger than the eighteenth-century stone house they had known in Roaring Springs, and