the wall, his eyes wide and sick. He swayed. The doctor talked distantly, with assurance.
âThe child was somehow affected by the birth pressure. There was a dimensional distructure caused by the simultaneous short-circuitings and malfunctionings of the new birth and hypnosis machines. Well, anyway,â the doctor ended lamely, âyour baby was born intoâanother dimension.â
Horn did not even nod. He stood there, waiting.
Dr. Wolcott made it emphatic. âYour child is alive, well, and happy. It is lying there, on the table. But because it was born into anotherdimension it has a shape alien to us. Our eyes, adjusted to a three-dimensional concept, cannot recognize it as a baby. But it is . Underneath that camouflage, the strange pyramidal shape and appendages, it is your child.â
Horn closed his mouth and shut his eyes. âCan I have a drink?â
âCertainly.â A drink was thrust into Hornâs hands.
âNow, let me just sit down, sit down somewhere a moment.â Horn sank wearily into a chair. It was coming clear. Everything shifted slowly into place. It was his child, no matter what. He shuddered. No matter how horrible it looked, it was his first child.
At last he looked up and tried to see the doctor. âWhatâll we tell Polly?â His voice was hardly a whisper.
âWeâll work that out this morning, as soon as you feel up to it.â
âWhat happens after that? Is there any way toâchange it back?â
âWeâll try. That is, if you give us permission to try. After all, itâs your child. You can do anything with him you want to do.â
âHim?â Horn laughed ironically, shutting his eyes. âHow do you know itâs a him?â He sank down into darkness. His ears roared.
Wolcott was visibly upset. âWhy, weâthat isâwell, we donât know, for sure.â
Horn drank more of his drink. âWhat if you canât change him back?â
âI realize what a shock it is to you, Mr. Horn. If you canât bear to look upon the child, weâll be glad to raise him here, at the Institute, for you.â
Horn thought it over. âThanks. But he still belongs to me and Polly. Iâll give him a home. Raise him like Iâd raise any kid. Give him a normal home life. Try to learn to love him. Treat him right.â His lips were numb, he couldnât think.
âYou realize what a job youâre taking on, Mr. Horn? This child canât be allowed to have normal playmates; why, theyâd pester it to death in no time. You know how children are. If you decide to raise the child at home, his life will be strictly regimented, he must never be seen by anyone. Is that clear?â
âYes. Yes, itâs clear. Doc. Doc, is he all right mentally?â
âYes. Weâve tested his reactions. Heâs a fine healthy child as far as nervous response and such things go.â
âI just wanted to be sure. Now, the only problem is Polly.â
Wolcott frowned. âI confess that one has me stumped. You know it is pretty hard on a woman to hear that her child has been born dead. But this , telling a woman sheâs given birth to something not recognizable as human. Itâs not as clean as death. Thereâs too much chance for shock. And yet I must tell her the truth. A doctor gets nowhere by lying to his patient.â
Horn put his glass down. âI donât want to lose Polly, too. Iâd be prepared now, if you destroyed the child, to take it. But I donât want Polly killed by the shock of this whole thing.â
âI think we may be able to change the child back. Thatâs the point which makes me hesitate. If I thought the case was hopeless Iâd make out a certificate of euthanasia immediately. But itâs at least worth a chance.â
Horn was very tired. He was shivering quietly, deeply. âAll right, doctor. It needs food, milk, and love until
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