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shoulders rising and falling with the effort. “We don’t have to do this tonight, if you’re not ready. We can get dressed, eat our pizza, and we can sit and enjoy the stars.”
    Before he had even finished his sentence, he had pulled Sara flush against his body, his erection poking her belly. “I won’t lie…I want you more than my next breath right now, but I can and I will wait for you.”
    Sara didn’t want to wait. Physically, she was more than ready for this. Emotionally, she knew she was trying to bury long lost demons. Or keep them buried. Either way, she knew that this was a step in the right direction. Darrin wanted her; she wanted him. It was finally the right time.
    “No, I’m not waiting any more for this. I need you, Darrin. Please.”
    Darrin started to lean down, as Sara reached up on her tiptoes. He was at least a foot taller than she was, making him almost bend at the waist to reach her lips. She giggled despite herself when he leaned down and picked her up in his arms; her legs dangling over his arm as her head was nestled against his chest. He turned around to the blanket, dropped to his knees in the soft sand, and carefully deposited her on the soft Mohave blanket. Darrin crawled in between her parted legs, curled his fingers in the band of her panties, and slid them down her hips until she could shimmy her legs up enough beside him so that they fell off to the side. Slowly leaning forward, he rested his weight on his hands that were resting on either side of her head.
    Darrin inched closer to her face as he lowered himself down even further onto his elbows, using his free hand to brush her hair back from her eyes.
    “God, you are so beautiful, Sara. I’m one lucky bastard.” He didn’t make a move for long moments, his dark eyes drinking her in. Finally, a smile slowly spread across his face as he slid down her body, softly kissing every inch of her flesh. When he reached her chest, he started to nip and lick at the swells until she was whimpering with need.
    Darrin reached down to her center, gently brushing his fingers through the petals of her sex. Sara couldn’t help writhing underneath him, arching her back into his touch. Needing more, Sara tried to grind her clit against his hand, but groaned in frustration when he pulled back. Sitting back on his haunches, Darrin gave her a sinister grin, “You’re that primed, doll baby?”
    He gripped his own cock in his hand and began stroking himself up and down before he breathed out in a gusty whisper, “Do you want it right now, or do you want me to torture you some more?”
    Sara remembered that Darrin had admitted that she starred in most of his dreams, but she had neglected to tell him that he was the lead in a few of her nighttime fantasies, as well. It had been a long time since she had something satisfying between her legs, and her patience had come to an end.
    “No. Please. I need you, Darrin. Now,” she growled.
    Darrin leaned over to where his jeans lay, pulling out his wallet and a foil condom packet. It didn’t take him long to unwrap the latex, and roll it over his impressive length. He crawled back over her body, pausing to let his breath tickle her mound. He parted her labia enough to nuzzle her clit quickly as she mewled with need.
    “All right, Sara. Hold on,” he chuckled, as he continued to make his way up her body. Darrin used his hand to guide his cock into her aching channel, slowly inching his way inside. He would inch forward, pulling back a bit, before going further. Sara sighed when she could feel his groin pressing against her pelvis, but her relief quickly fell away as he pulled all the way out and thrust back in. Gasping as he hit the top of his stroke inside her, she held her breath, willing the pain to subside. He was so deep and hadn’t given her any time to adjust.
    Pushing back against his shoulders, Sara whimpered as Darrin tried pulling all the way out. She grabbed blindly for his forearms, yelling,