sucked.
***
âWhat was it like?â Henry asked Jackie.
Jackieâs face was completely pale and he just stared at his shoes. âI donât want to talk about it.â
âAre you crying?â
âNo, Iâm not.â
âItâs okay if you are.â
âIâm not crying, all right? I just donât want to talk about it.â
âItâs only an outhouse. How scary can it be?â
â I said I donât want to talk about it !â
***
The boys sat around the stack of logs that would have been a campfire if theyâd been able to get one started, eating raw marshmallows. The bird, which was alert but couldnât fly, rested on Randyâs leg.
âThere were some victories today,â said Max. âNot many of them. Mostly disappointments. Mostly shameful, crushing disappointments. But itâs only been one day and youâve put forth a real effort. And though I would not be proud to call any of you except Erik my son and even though we all know that Erik is going to win the Games, I think weâre moving in the right direction. So get some sleep and weâll resume our training in the morning.â
Everybody got up and started to walk toward the barracks, which were about half a mile away. Henry didnât think heâd ever been more exhausted in his life and couldnât wait for his head to hit that pillow. It was a very thin pillow that felt like it might be stuffed with corkscrews, but still, he couldnât wait for his head to hit it.
âNot you, Henry,â said Max.
Henry stopped walking.
âYou will be sleeping in less comfortable accommodations. Or had you forgotten?â
âI think Iâve learned from my mistakes,â said Henry. âYouâve had us do all of this cool stuff, like archery, BB guns, fishing, climbing trees, not starting campfiresâ¦and itâs changed me. I was different then. I was wrong. And I hope you can find it in your heart not to punish me for the things that a different Henry said. Sir.â
Henry had not forgotten about the less comfortable accommodations and had mentally rehearsed this speech during the half hour that they were failing to create sparks by rubbing two sticks together. âSirâ was an ad-lib.
âNo,â said Max.
âNo?â
âNo.â
âNo, as inâ¦?â
âNo, as in, I cannot find it in my heart.â
âCâmon, itâs been a long day and I just want to get some sleep. Punish me tomorrow.â
âThis is not punishment. This is training. You will be sleeping outdoors.â
âHe mouthed off to you to defend me,â said Randy, âso Iâll sleep outside too.â
âNo,â said Max.
âNo?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause this is something your friend must do alone.â
Randyâs shoulders slumped. âIâm not sure heâll make it, sir.â
âIâll be fine,â Henry assured his friend. âDonât worry about me. You enjoy your cot with all of itsâ¦softness.â
The other kids resumed their walk to the barracks. Randy gave one last forlorn look over his shoulder, as if they might never see each other again, except in death, and then disappeared into the darkness.
âWhere am I going to sleep?â asked Henry.
Max pointed to the ground. âRight here. Itâs natureâs Sleep Number mattress.â
That wasnât as bad as Henry had expected. Heâd thought that he might be sleeping in a spiked pit with some cobras. âOkay. Can I have a blanket at least?â
âYou get a sleeping bag. Despite what you might believe, Henry, I donât want you to die. Iâm not here to torture you. In the morning, when you wake up and realize that youâve successfully slept by yourself out in the wilderness, I think youâll discover that you have a lot of unlocked