had the feeling that he knew me before we met and Iâm not second-guessing my intuition. Iâll have to ask Mama about getting information out of my new teacher when I get home this afternoon. Until then, Iâll enjoy the back-and-forth weâve got going on and the rest of my day. Besides, why would I argue with him when what he says is true? I am a different kind of bird and Iâm ready to spread my wings and let everyone see my true colorsâMr. Adewale included.
âHow do you know anything about how I fly?â I ask. Mr. A sits up straight in his seat, tapping his red pen against a stack of exams.
âI donât know, but you could say I have a sixth sense about these things.â
Just like Laura, Mr. Aâs got something else on his agenda and it has to do with me. I donât want to be caught off-guard by either one of them. A hustlerâs always got to be one step ahead of the competition, and my advantage in this game is Mamaâs wisdom. Weâll see how deep his so-called sixth sense matches up against Mamaâs powers when I get home.
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Instead of dealing with the impending drama between Mickey and Nellie, and apparently between me and Nellie too, I studied in the drama room at break, and my lunch was saved by our mandatory rehearsal. Laura worked my nerves to no end this afternoon. She keeps hinting that Iâm going to be sorry, and soon. Usually I wouldnât take her threats too seriously, but something about her confident tone has me on edge today. If anything can calm my nerves itâs Mamaâs cooking.
The scent of Mamaâs snickerdoodles carries me up the quiet block toward home. Mamaâs been stressed out with other peopleâs issues at home and the homeless shelter alike. Baking always calms her nerves, and her sweet treats have the same effect on everyone who eats them. I canât wait to get my hands on a cookie.
âHow was your day, baby?â Mama asks, as I enter the crowded kitchen, filled with Christmas decorations and specialty baking pans among other holiday crap Jay and I are responsible for handling. Every year we have to unpack all of the Christmas decorations and then put them up. It used to be fun being the youngest ones around here, but both of us have outgrown these duties. If my uncles acted right with their baby-mamas and stopped trying to be mac daddys, some of our younger cousins would be around to pick up the holiday slack.
Mamaâs dog, Lexi, shifts her slumbering body from one side to the other, allowing me space to sit at the kitchen table.
âIt was cool. Other than the usual haters making my morning eventful, the rest of the day was smooth.â
Mama stops kneading the cookie dough long enough to take a good look at me. Her green eyes look slightly red this evening, and I know immediately that she hasnât rested well or been taking her herbs. Iâm too exhausted for an inquisition right now. Mamaâs lock is tight on me while she reads my face as I take my backpack off and put it on the floor next to Lexi. It must be nice being a dog and lying around all day.
âHow was your day?â
Sensing my fatigue, Mama stops probing my mind for the time being and returns her energy to her baking. âOh girl, you know the holidays are my busiest times and this year is no exception. Nettaâs going to help me out and I know youâre still on board as one of my best helpers, right?â
I look at Mama and simply shake my head. Normally Iâd sigh my disapproval, but tonight all I want to do is eat some cookies and go to bed.
âRight, Jayd?â Mama repeats her question, waiting for my answer. Now she knows somethingâs up with me. âOkay, whatâs wrong? Did Rah, Jeremy, or both get on your nerves today?â
âActually, it was Mr. Adewale and Nellie. They are both tripping hard and messing up my chi,â I say, sounding more like a yogi than a descendant