the room, but when I dried my face after washing, he was sitting on the corner of my bed. I acknowledged him with a nod, sat on a stool placed near my bed, and began trimming my toenails over the empty chamber pot with my knife.
He watched me for a while. But watching someone trim their toenails is dull work, so finally he spoke.
âDo you know what the ring is for?â
I shook my head. There was a long silence during which I switched to my fingernails.
âDo you know who I am?â
I nodded my head this time. He stood up and began to pace, muttering to himself. Finally, he stopped in front of me and put his hand over my knife to still it. His hand was warm and solid, though in the bardâs stories, ghosts always have icy, ephemeral touches.
âWho am I, then?â he said, frustrated anger in his voice. I wondered if heâd watched me when I wasnât pretending. Did he know my game?
âDonât you know who you are?â I asked, widening my eyes.
He dropped to the floor in a depressed sort of flop and buried his face in his hands. The back of his neck looked vulnerable. He reminded me of my brother Tosten.
I stared at him for a long moment. There was no one I trusted with my secret. Not even Ciarra really, though she might suspect.
âWho are you?â I asked crisply. âI donât know muchmore than a few ghost stories. And I donât believe you are a ghost.â
His head jerked up at the difference in my voice. I put my knife away, kicked the chamber pot under the bed, and prepared to listen.
âItâs true isnât it?â He whispered, more hope than certainty in his voice. âYouâve been pretending all these years. I thought it might be so. I couldnât tell earlier.â
He watched me for a while, but I didnât know how to explain it so it didnât sound stupid and melodramatic.
âDo you know who built Hurog keep?â he asked finally.
His tone was wary. Heâd already learned that asking questions was a risky business. But Iâd decided he wasnât a player in the game. He was mine as Hurog was mine. I touched the platinum ring lightly with my thumb.
âNo. I know he was given charge of the dragons here at the behest of the high king.â
Oreg snorted bitterly. âThen you know nothing at all. The Hurog title came hundreds of years later. Hurog keep is old, built early in the age of the Empire by a true mageânot like that idiot of your fatherâs. When the mage retired from court, he built his fortress here, where no one would bother him, because they were afraid of dragons.â
He looked down and traced a pattern on the floor. âHe wanted a house that would take care of itself, so he wouldnât be bothered by servants pottering about or soldiers practicing in the courtyard. He had two sons by his wife, a mundane woman who had the good sense to die when she was young. One son became a field commander and died in some war or other; the second was a wizard in his own right. I was born of a slave woman and sold to a noblemanâs family, but when he gave them money, they sent me back to him here.â
He stopped. I wasnât certain I wanted him to continue. Iâd heard enough bardsâ tales to know where the story wasgoing, or maybe Iâd just had too much experience with my father to expect much of his.
âWhen I got here, he was alone; there were no servants. He gave me a bowl of soup from a pot he had brewing in the fireplace. I fell asleep. When I awoke, I was the keep.â
I stared at him while I examined his last words. He was the keep, he said. I remembered the oddity of stepping through the hidden door into my room, though I knew we had been somewhere deep in the mound the keep sat upon. I weighed the possible responses I might make and in the end chose to make none at all.
âThank you for taking care of the Brat today, Oreg.â If you said something