writhe under his body and press her hips to his, making her needs perfectly clear.
God, he felt good.
She could feel the tension of the day unwinding as she gave herself over to pure feelingâsomething she rarely did. Her mind was always running, always worrying, always obsessing about something. The only other time her mind cleared was when she was racing.
Like water flowing.
That was how this felt. It shouldnât. She didnât really know Brady that well. She hadnât spent much time with himâexcept in fantasies. If fantasies counted, sheâd spent a lot of time with him.
She needed to be careful. Brady was a man, not a fantasy. A⦠man.
The proof of that fact was pressing into her at this very moment, making her body heat and soften, opening to take him in, to make him a part of her memories forever. Because whatever happened, sheâd never forget this night.
Chapter 5
Brady looked down at Suze and tried to forget that he was breaking every rule heâd ever set for himself when it came to women.
Never sleep with a woman who takes things too seriously was number one.
Never sleep with a woman who has a yapper dog was number two, but Suze might be exempt from that one, since she wasnât your typical yapper-dog woman.
The third rule was Never talk to a woman about anything personal. He normally kept his conversations light. Heâd talk about rodeo, about music, and about drinking, but never about a girlâs home life or his own goals and dreams. But heâd let Suze spill her heart to him, and heâd told her more than heâd intended about himself.
The fourth rule was one he hadnât expected to break tonight.
Never sleep with a woman who makes you feel too much .
Something about Suzeâs combination of strength and vulnerability spoke to him, deep down inside in parts of his heart he usually kept walled off. As a foster kid, heâd learned that caring about people only made it hurt more when they left you, so he was careful to keep his relationships superficial.
Suze had always seemed so standoffish that heâd never dreamed sheâd get under his skin like this. Being with her felt like stepping into a kiddie pool and discovering it was six feet deep. He was way out of his depth, and he couldnât figure out how heâd gotten there.
And theyâd only just started.
He glanced toward the door. He could make a run for it.
But then he looked down at the woman lying beneath him and decided heâd regret running for the rest of his life.
âSomething wrong?â she asked.
âNope.â He smiled, hoping she couldnât read the fear in his eyes. It was fading anyway. She looked so sweet, lying thereâa word he never thought heâd apply to Suze Carlyle.
That long blond hair, freed from her trademark braid, lay uncoiled on the pillow. Her body was uncoiling too. He could feel her relaxing, softening, letting him in.
But there was still one hill to climb. Actually, it was looking more like a mountain. Sheâd relaxed enough to let out a little whimper a while back, but then that V between her eyebrows had returned and he knew she was taking this way too seriously.
âSuze,â he said.
She opened her eyes and blinked up at him.
âStop thinking.â
âIâm not.â She squirmed against him. âIn fact, I was just thinking thatâoh.â
âYup,â he said, grinning. âExactly.â
Green. Her eyes were green and had a strange crystalline clarity to them. They reminded him of a stream flowing through a forest, the cool, clear water reflecting the spring green of the leaves.
She shrugged, prettily embarrassed. âI guess you wonât believe me if I told you I was thinking about how I wasnât thinking?â
âGuess not.â He rose to his knees. âTurn over.â
âWhat?â
âTurn over. Donât worry. Iâm not going to spank
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