ever.
I press my fists against my cheeks and sit back on my heels and try not to think about Nuada. It only makes mesad. And angry. They should have come for me by now. But I wonât think about that. Tonight is a celebration, because Beornâs visit is a treat.
I look at him now and wonder what itâs like to travel so much. I bet Beorn doesnât have a home. Not really. Housing a skald would be like taming a wild bird; it makes no sense. When he gets on that boat and heads north for winter, I bet he doesnât nestle in a house with ordinary people. I bet he does something extraordinary. Maybe he wanders with the bears till spring comes. Maybe he turns into a bear himself.
I imagine him all white with blood smeared across his face fur from eating a human. My stomach turns.
âWho wants to drink blood?â says Beorn.
I flinch. Itâs as though heâs heard my thoughts.
Beorn takes a flask from a pouch that hangs off his belt. He holds it up so the firelight flickers on it. The silver is as shiny as the host bowl for communion in our church back in Eire.
Ãg makes an appreciative gurgle and reaches both hands toward the flask. Everyone laughs. I wince. I want to snatch Ãg from Randolfâs lap. He should be sitting with me. Iâm the one who saved his life, after all. It was Randolf who meant to throw him to the pigs. Ãg practically lived in my arms for months, except when Gunhildnursed him or he napped. But today, because I was off getting the mussels with Thorkild, Randolf took over his care. Randolf is a thief.
âThis feast was good enough for a god,â says Beorn, âso . . .â
âThatâs because youâre a god,â interrupts Gunhild. Little Gudrun on her lap nods happily at her motherâs words.
âTrue. You look like Ãgir himself,â says Thorsten.
I know about Ãgir. Heâs a sea giant or a god or something important like that. But in our nightly stories, heâs the one who gives the parties, not the one the parties are thrown for.
âIâm no Ãgir.â Beorn smiles ruefully. âI have no goddess wife, no nine maiden daughters, alas. My family consists of my dog. And Iâm grateful for the luck that brought him to me.â He jerks his chin toward the dog Vigi, curled near a post. âBut I have this flask of blood, and itâs a way to repay you for such a fabulous feast.â He waves that silver flask around. âIf you drink blood, you become strong. As strong as . . .â Beorn raises his eyebrows and looks around.
âA troll,â says Ã
se. âAs strong as a troll.â
Beorn smiles in a superior way. âExactly. Strong as trolls, with their tusks and claws and lizard tails.â He moves his hands as he talks, making his pointer fingers curve out and down from his mouth, so I figure out tusks are longteeth. And I already knew trolls were special giants, but now I know what they look like. âBut this . . .â Beorn taps the side of the flask. âThis is not ordinary blood. This blood does much more than what ordinary blood does. Can you guess what kind of blood it is?â
âBear.â Itâs Thorkild. I bet heâs right.
âWrong.â Beorn looks around. âAny other guesses?â
âWolf.â
âReindeer.â
âWalrus.â
More guesses are coming out of everyoneâs mouth and I donât know half the animals theyâre namingâthey canât be animals from around here, because Iâve learned the name of every animal Iâve seen so far. But it doesnât matter, because Beorn keeps shaking his head no.
âDragon,â shouts Randolf.
Beorn jumps around and stabs his finger at her. âRight!â
Randolf smiles at Beorn in delight.
Beorn smiles too. âClearly youâre a person who understands we may meet a dragon at any turn, in any cave, under any wave.