someone?â
âYes,â she said, then shook her head. âNo, not really. Iâd noticed last week that we had some other folks visiting again whoâd been away for a while, and Iâd hoped theyâd be back today.â
âWho?â Jessica asked. Like most people in Claremont, she knew almost everyone in townâor at least knew who their family was.
âOh, look,â her father said. âNathanâs going for the peppermint.â
They all turned and walked toward Brother Henry, standing at the doorway shaking hands with everyone and preparing to shake Nathanâs outstretched hand. But Nathanâs palm was turned up, waiting for another piece of candy.
âPlease?â he said, his s lisping a little due to his missing tooth.
âHey, we had a deal, remember?â Brother Henry lifted a white brow.
âI remember,â Nathan said. âAnd I listened to you preaching.â
âOkay, what did I talk about?â He crouched down to Nathanâs level.
Jessica was curious as to whether Nathan had actually heard. Heâd spent the majority of the service admiring his Superman shoes, which heâd told Jessica were ânice enough to wear with church clothes because theyâre brand-new.â Sheâd let him win that one, deciding to choose her battles, even though the colorful tennis shoes didnât exactly go with his khaki pants and striped navy sweater.
âYou talked about daddies,â Nathan said matter-of-factly.
Jessicaâs world seemed to stall for a moment. âDaddies?â she asked, her voice a little raspy at hearing Nathan say the word so sweetly.
Nathanâs head bobbed. âYep, how much daddies love their children and how God loves us the same way. Thatâs what you said.â
Jessica wasnât certain, but she thought Brother Henryâs chin wobbled a bit before he worked his mouth back into a smile. âThatâs exactly right,â he said, then visibly swallowed and handed Nathan the striped candy.
Brother Henry stood from where heâd knelt down to speak to Nathan, and this time she was sure that she saw a bit of moisture in his eyes, which matched the dampness in her own.
âItâs good to have both of you here, Jessica,â he said, the warmness in his tone touching her heart.
âItâs good to be back.â
She, Nathan and her parents walked quietly toward her fatherâs car, then all piled inside and buckled up for the ride back home for her motherâs traditional Sunday pot roast. But food wasnât on Jessicaâs mind, and she suspected it wasnât on her parentsâ minds either.
On the contrary, Nathanâs words to Brother Henry were resonating through her thoughts, and her son wasnât done discussing the lesson.
âMommy?â
âYes.â
âDid you hear him talk about daddies?â
She breathed in deeply, let it out slowly. âI sure did.â
Nathan nodded, and Jessica sighed with relief. Maybe that was it.
And maybe cows would fly. This was Nathan, and he wasnât done figuring everything out yet.
âMommy?â
She noticed her mother shift uncomfortably in the front seat, place a hand over her mouth and peer out the passenger window and she assumed this conversation was going to be as rough for her parents as it was for her. Or close. âYes?â
He continued looking out his window as he spoke so Jessica couldnât see his face. And thank goodness, he couldnât see hers, because it was very tough to control her pain at his next words.
âDo all daddies love their kids?â
Have mercy, what would she do now? Did all daddies? If she told him yes, sheâd be lying, she knew. Some didnât.Some werenât good, and that hurt her very soul, but she knew one who would love his son very much, if he knew the truth.
âYour daddy will love you,â she said, and she saw both of her