she told me it was âoverreachingâ considering my age. I kept at it for weeks anyway, my electric typewriter conking out before I did, since the last of my ink cartridges ran dry that night. The letters of my final sentence were so faint I backspaced and typed over them again and again.
âBoo!â
I glanced up to see Rose lurking in my doorway. âStop it.â
âWhat are you doing?â she asked.
âJust homework.â
âWhat kind of homework?â
The kind you never do, I thought. âA paper. Iâm finishing the last line.â
âRead it to me.â
âThe entire paper?â
âNo. The last line.â
âWhy?â
âI donât know. Guess Iâm curious what goes on inside that egghead of yours.â
Why I did not simply refuse her request, I donât know. Maybe the pride I felt clouded my judgment. I cleared my throat and, rather than read, recited: âOnly by entering into the most crystalline of consciousnesses and by raising our voices vociferously enough to be heard by those in power will the citizens of this great but troubled country of ours send such bigotry and phobia tumbling toward obsolescence.â
Rose stared at me, blinking. âNow that youâre done speaking in tongues, what are your plans tonight?â
I tugged the sheet from the machine and placed it beneath the others on my desk. My parents had given me that typewriter, a brand-new Smith Corona Spell Right, for Christmas, and even though other students were getting pricey word processors, I treated it like a favorite pet, wiping down the keys and fitting the dustcover over the top after unplugging the cord. Rose kept her eyes on me, smirking. So many things sheâd been given ended up neglected, like those mahogany horses, gifts to each of us from Uncle Howie on one of his rare visits. Iâd given mine fairy-tale names that suited their looks: Esmeralda, Sabrina, Aurora, Megra, Jasminâand arranged them on my shelf according to color and height. Roseâs had long been banished to a dark corner of her room.
When I was finished shutting down the typewriter, I pulled back the covers on my bed, climbed in, and turned off the light. âGood night, Rose.â
âCome on, Sylvie. Itâs early! Why turn in when Dot the Twat is soaking her lazy bones in the next room? The womanâs just begging for us to mess with her.â
âSeven-twelve.â
âEnough with the seven-twelves already. Itâs like some pathetic police code. Ten-four good buddy.â
âGood buddy is more of a trucker saying than cops.â
âWhatever. The point is, Iâm not a baby . So therefore, I donât need a baby sitter. Especially some fart-face who comes around here claiming sheâs going to take care of us when all sheâs doing is taking care of her own fat ass. You mean to tell me a substitute nurse at a childrenâs hospital is smarter than me? I donât think so. And even if she is, thereâs no way sheâs smarter than you , Sylvie. Listen to that sentence you wrote. That is not the sentence of a person who requires a babysitter. Thatâs why Iâve taken the liberty of locking Dot in the bathroom.â
My eyes, which had fallen shut, snapped open. âWhat?â
âI locked Dot in the bathroom.â
I reached over and switched on the lamp. Got out of bed. Slipped on my slippers. Walked across the hall to my parentsâ room. On account of our fatherâs back trouble, they had slept separately for as long as I could recall. Their room resembled one in a roadside motel: two full-size beds, a nightstand between, even a bible tucked in the drawer. On this particular night, a bright yellow rope stretched from my motherâs heavy wooden bedpost to the bathroom door. Behind that door, Dot hummed away, making bubbling sounds in the water, oblivious to her predicament.
âPretty cool, huh?â