the right wing so he could see what she was staring at. âWho is he?â he asked, spotting the man fixing a flat by the side of the road.
âHawk Wainwright.â
âYou canât just drop it at that,â he told her in that gentle way he had when he knew a person was upset.
âMy father had an affair with someone. A Native American woman. Hawk was the result. I never knew of him until he moved here and took a job at a nearby ranch.â
âIs he why your parents divorced?â
âYes. My mother found out when I was a baby. My father admits nothing, but Hawk bears his name andâ¦and there is a family resemblance. The threelegitimate kids, Justin, Rose and myself, have never known how to handle the situation, so weâve mostly ignored him. Heâs pretty standoffish, too. It must be terrible to be an outsider to your own familyââ She stopped abruptly. Hawk was a family secret that no one talked about.
âYeah, tough,â Michael agreed.
She appreciated his sympathetic yet nonjudgmental tone. âWe lived in Houston while growing up, but Mother moved back here to be near her family a couple of years ago. Father remodeled a house on the ranch for her. She stays there when sheâs not in Houston. I think they still love each other, butâ¦â
âItâs hard to forgive and forget?â
âYes.â
âWould you?â he asked.
A chill attacked her neck at the softly spoken question. She shook her head. âI think women still require fidelity in a marriage. Otherwise, why bother?â
âYet, in a recent report in a medical journal, twenty-eight percent of the DNA tests for paternity turned out not to be the reputed fatherâs, but some other manâs kid. Females donât appear to be much more faithful than males.â
âThat number doesnât extend to the whole female population. Those were cases in which paternity was already being questioned. I think itâs pretty revealing that in seventy-two percent of them, from marriagesthat were obviously in trouble, the child was the husbandâs.â
âA point well taken,â he conceded.
âYou said that once before, on Saturday when you nearly ran over me.â
âYou have a good memory.â
His eyes met hers. They suddenly seemed darker as thoughts she couldnât read darted through them. She pulled her gaze away from the mesmerizing quality of his.
âIâll never marry,â she said, then was appalled at herself. Why should he care?
âWhyâs that?â
âI donât have time for a husband or children.â
âMmm,â he said. âChildbirth would probably be too much of a strain on your present heart, but with a new one, once past the early rejection stages, thereâs no reason you couldnât have a normal life.â
âMy normal life is ballet,â she reminded him.
âYou might have to give up professional dancing,â he told her. âBut you could probably teach.â
The unvarnished truth was a bitter pill to swallow, she found. âYou can afford to be sanguine about it, but this is my life weâre talking about.â
âIâm always truthful with my patients, Susan,â he said quite gently.
Tears stung her eyes. She forced them back and managed a laugh. âMaybe weâd prefer a little less honesty.â
He considered, then shook his head. âI would never lie to you. Perhaps youâre more courageous than you think. I think youâre capable of taking whatever fate dishes out.â
She wished she was as sure. However, she discovered she did feel better about this trip and the possible diagnosis the famous Dr. OâDay might give her.
âI havenât agreed to an operation,â she quickly reminded him. âIâm only here because of my mother. And my grandmother. Sheâs nearly ninety, but her mind is good. They ganged up on me