wanted Angie to go to computer school, where with her brains he thought sheâd have the best chance at making big bucks. Angie wanted to study literature. Those test scores were going to rock my fatherâs rowboat till it took on water.
After lunch, Mumma told us sheâd clean up if we wanted to go to the beach. âI donât have anything to do anyway,â she said with a hint of resentment that annoyed me. I knew there was no point in offering to help her because sheâd only refuse.
From long habit, the three of us always walked in the same pattern, me in the middle, Jake to my right, and Angie to my left. Weâd been doing that for so many years that if somebody switched positions, we could hardly talk to each other. Heat was shimmering over the sidewalk. Weeds looking for water pushed up through the cracks and fried. My blood was boiling anyhow from not talking about David. I felt bad enough that Iâd been so preoccupied I hadnât remembered to ask Angie about her SATs. I figured as soon as we put some space between us and Mumma, Iâd be spilling my guts about David Montagnier but for some reason, I couldnât. It was almost a mile to the beach and whoever was brave enough to be out on their tiny patch of lawn waved or said hello. Funny about Rocky Beach. Iâd lived there all my life and part of me felt completely at home. But my musical side, well, that was a different story altogether. There was only one person who truly understood what I was all about, which was Mrs. Fasio. And, of course, the entire population of Rocky Beach thought she was a freak. So I waved back and thought, Nice to see you, but you donât know me.
âAngie, look up in the sky tomorrow,â I said. âIâm getting a skywriter to put your scores up there.â
âItâs nice,â Angie said, âbut your news is better.â
I threw Angie a look that said not yet, so she didnât object when I turned to Jake and said, âMaybe I wonât be quitting music.â
He grabbed a hunk of my hair and tugged. âWhatever you say, Stallone.â I knew he didnât buy it, but at least he wasnât nagging me. As I said, he could be patient.
The sand was jammed with weekenders, so we walked down to the jetty, where you could sometimes actually see Brooklyn, if thatâs what you were inclined to look at. There wasnât anybody else around except for a couple of surfers who were trying to hitch a ride on the dinky little waves. I didnât realize it then, but after seeing beaches all over the world, thereâs still nothing that can compare to that hundred-mile curl of surf on the south shore of Long Island.
Anyway, we sat on our driftwood log and as usual, Jake started tossing stones into the water. He had some arm. The damn things went halfway to Bermuda.
âMy guidance counselor says NYU will give me a scholarship,â Angie said. I held up my hand to slap her five but she just threw me a pitiful look.
The thing about my sister was, she didnât act like a high-school kid. She was a solemn little thing with eyeballs that looked like they could tell you the secrets of the universe. So when she turned and wailed in this MTV-type voice, âI know Dadâs not going to let me do it. My life is so over !â I had to chew a hole on the inside of my cheek to keep from smiling.
But when I saw her eyes start to fill up, battle mode kicked in. âThe sonofabitch will let you do it,â I said.
âWe can work out a plan of attack,â Jake said, Mister Practical. âIf it doesnât cost him anything, weâll find a way to make him go for it.â I put my arm around Angie and gave her a squeeze. She looked fragile, but I could feel her wiry strength.
âThe scholarship wouldnât pay for everything,â she said.
âDonât worry, Ange,â I said. âIâve got a little trust fund going for