try. âWho though?â I frowned. Who would Mum be prepared to take instead of Dad? A brother or sister, perhaps? Except she didnât have one. Maybe a friend?
Jam grinned at me, as if he was waiting for me to get a joke. And then it dawned on me. I rushed back downstairs. Dad was disappearing out the front door. âWait,â I shouted. But he didnât stop. Mum was standing at the sink, scrubbing hard at an already sparkling pan. She didnât turn round when I came in.
âWhy canât Jam come instead of Dad?â I said.
Mum rubbed her eyes. âI donât think so, Lauren. Itâs supposed to be a family holiday. We should reschedule it.â
âWe canât. Like I said before, if we pull out at this point we wonât get any of the money back.â I paused. âOh, Mum, of course it wouldâve been better with Dad, but you know how responsible Jam is. He can help out in all sorts of ways.â
Mum put down her washing-up brush and turned round to face me. She sighed. âI know how much you were looking forward to the holiday. And youâre right, Jam is grown-up for his age, though thatâs because Carla puts way too much on his shoulders.â She paused. âBut itâs probably too late to change the tickets. Anyway, Jam may not want to come.â
âIt isnât and he does.â Every muscle in my body was tensed, ready to swat her arguments away like flies.
Mum sighed. âOK, OK, but . . .â Her face hardened. âWhat about the sleeping arrangements?â she said, her cheekbones pinking. âI mean youâre fourteen. Jamâs just had his fifteenth birthday. I donât want . . . I mean I wonât have you . . .â
I looked at the floor, heat flushing my throat and face. âMum,â I said hoarsely. âItâs not like that. Jam and I are just friends.â
Mum put her hands on her hips. âIs that what Jam thinks?â
âOf course. Anyway, Iâll come in with you. Jam can sleep with Rory. Roryâll love it.â
âOK,â she said at last. âIâll call Jamâs mum.â
8
America
My stomach was already in my throat before the steward announced we were beginning our descent into Logan Airport.
The last few days had been beyond hectic. Our tickets were non-refundable, so we had to pay an admin fee to get Dadâs ticket switched to Jamâs name. This took seven long, frustrating phone calls with Mum muttering pessimistically the whole time that it wouldnât work out. Then there was a nasty panic on Thursday evening when Jam couldnât find his passport. But once we were on the plane, there was nothing to do except think.
And my thoughts led to one, inescapable conclusion: I was utterly, totally mad.
I was planning to find my way round a strange airport, buy a ticket to another strange airport, then take a bus to a place I had never been, to find out information I was sure no one wanted to give me.
I looked across the aisle, to where Jam was explaining some
Legends of the Lost Empire
PSP move to anenraptured Rory. He must have sensed me watching him, because he looked up and smiled.
No way would I have admitted it to another living soul, but the truth was Iâm not sure Iâd have had the guts to go through with my plan if I hadnât had Jam with me.
Donât get me wrong. Iâm no wussy little airhead needing some big strong guy to look after her. Iâm used to travelling around London on my own. And Iâve been on aeroplanes before.
Itâs just this was a big deal. And I needed a friend to share it with. My best friend.
It took ages to get through customs and immigration. After queueing for nearly an hour we reached the counter and an unsmiling official. He asked us to place our forefingers into a groove on this little box, so thereâd be a record of our fingerprints at the airport, then made us stand in front of a tiny