âWhat a question!â
Amy immediately wanted to retract it. âSorry.â
âIâm not suddenly going to spin out on you, if thatâs what you mean.â
âIt isnât,â she assured him. âI just want to make sure that youâre okay with Oliviaâs death.â
âOf course Iâm okay with it. Sheâs allowed to die, isnât she?â
Amy was puzzled. âBut wonât you miss her?â
Liam shrugged, casting his sights around the cluttered office. âSheâs still hanging around.â
A chill came over Amy as he said this, and she noted how dimly lit the room was and how quiet.
âShe could never rest in peace with this final chapter unresolved.â Liam noticed Amy was looking spooked. âSorry, am I scaring you?â
âA little,â she confessed.
Liam clapped his hands together to dispel the eerie mood heâd created, and his beaming smile returned. âI havenât put you off staying, have I? It seems silly for you to have to come back in the morning when youâre already here.â
Amy shied away from the idea. âI havenât any clothes and ââ
âYou can borrow mine,â he insisted.
âAre all your things so â¦â she screwed up her nose, âbright?â
Liam nodded, figuring that Amy wore black all the time and that it wasnât just a mourning thing. âYou know what they say about people who feel the need to always wear black?â
Amy shook her head. âWhat do they say?â
âThey either have absolutely no idea where theyâre at, or they have total command of their life ⦠Which are you?â
After a thought Amy laughed. âI think I need to get some new clothes.â Then, resigning herself to accepting his kind offer, she said, âThank you, I will stay.â
Stage Three: Anger
After a late dinner and a couple of hours in Liamâs company, Amy was too full of food, drink and merriment to be bothered about Oliviaâs ghost. She collapsed into bed around midnight and was asleep before her head hit the pillow.
The following morning Liam went into the city to attend classes, and Amy set to her quest. A cup of tea in hand, she climbed the stairs to Oliviaâs office, located in the mansionâs large attic room.
Four equilateral triangles rose to form a pyramid structure in the ceiling. Due to this, the walls were of minimal height and so were the windows. Double French doors at one end allowed some natural light to penetrate the room. Through these, a little balcony overlooked the surrounding houses to the harbour and city beyond.
Amy opened the doors to air the room, and switched on the overhead light. She was of a mind tostart at one end of the office and systematically sift her way through every little slip of paper until she found the pages she sought.
But as the hours passed, Amyâs optimism dwindled and the anxious feeling sheâd had since Oliviaâs death seethed in her stomach, twisting it into knots. By the time sheâd sorted her way through to the desk, Amy was completely exasperated.
âGoddamn it.â The tears started to well. âThose pages have to be here.â Frustrated, Amy reached the bottom of the paper pile on the desk and discarded the whole lot on to the floor. On the beautiful mahogany desk, now cleared of its clutter, Amy spied an irregularity in the lovely polished finish. Focusing more closely on the black marks, she realised it was marker scribble, much like that on the top of the box containing the manuscript. Amy began to tremble as she made out the jagged letters âISHâ.
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Liam was struggling through the door, juggling his dance bag, keys and a couple of bags of groceries, when Amy came charging down the main staircase and began rummaging blindly through her handbag for her car keys.
âWhatâs happened?â Liam dropped everything to block her