to breathe, but my lungs were all seized up and burning.
If they meant my Maurice, not that he was really mineâyetâthatâd mean that heâd gone ahead and set up his profile like he said he was going to. Or maybe I was tripping. Last I checked he didnât have a page yet, and there could be more than one Maurice at Creekside. Shit, as far as I know there could be a dozen.
âSimms?â My voice cracked. I could hear it, but hoped like mad neither Chelsea nor Brie noticed. And hoped like hell she said no.
Brie licked her lips. âSimms. Yeah, that him. Maurice Simms.â Fanning her face, she lounged back in her stiff plastic seat. âThat boy smokinâ enough to get some of my treats.â
Behind my eyes started to sting, and I knew that meant the possibility of tears. Blinking, I pushed the liquid away. Hell no, I wasnât crying over a boy.
Not even Maurice Simms.
When my I was little, I used to cry over not having a momma. Gram would hold me, my cheek pressed against her shoulder as she stroked my soft, kinky hair. âYou can cry over your momma, Imani,â sheâd whispered, âbut donât never, ever cry âbout a boy.â Gramâs words rang loudly in my conscience now.
Swallowing twice, I tried to clear the lump in my dry throat, to shove away the nausea churning in my gut. Iâd done this all for him; sold Kayla on the idea, spent enough homework hours building our site that my grades could suffer, dismissed checking out other boys. Iâd done this all for the chance to have a prom night to remember.
For the chance to be with Maurice.
Now I could lose the chance because some trick offering up easily opened thighs was stalking his fine ass. Bopper, the girl was fo sho a bopper. Only a ho would be offering up sex before sheâd even met the guy.
ââ¦him a message. See if he wants to hook up.â
Getting my tripping behind together, I pulled my attention back to the conversation. Iâd missed what Brie had been saying, only catching the tail end.
âGirl, shoot, if he donât want none of you, Iâll take âim,â Chelsea said, making a show of licking her lips.
Lawdy, I wanted out of here now. Away from the table, away from the leg-spreading bendas, out of the library. Done with the school day. I needed to check Mauriceâs profile, and I needed to straight get ahold of Kayla and find outâ¦I paused and took a deep breath as reality seeped in.
Find out what from Kayla? She didnât even know I had it bad for the brotha who lived across the street. And even though heâd driven me home and put his number in my phone didnât mean anything more than he was a nice guy. Sure didnât mean he was into me.
I had no claim, so if he wanted to respond to the GettinHooked messages that were sure to flood his box, that was on him.
âImani, did you hear Mikey Harper and that one Creekside girl, Shay Kline, hooked up already?â Chelsea asked.
âI knew they were messaging. Whatcha mean by hooked up?â
Brie giggled. âDoing the do.â
âHow do you know?â Iâd lost it, really. What was I doing sitting here gossiping with a couple of beezies? What I needed to do was get my American Government done right quick so I could spend the rest of the night matching up my profile to Mauriceâs, just on the slight chance heâd pass up the offer of easy booty for me.
âSaw âem at Walgreens buying condoms.â
My eyes got all wide in surprise. âReally?â Dayumâ¦I guess GettinHooked was no joke. I laughed, even as I shook my head. âGuess my site works.â
Through broken giggles, Brie said, âFaâ sheezy, girl.â
âHow come you donât have a page?â Chelsea was watching me all close, her mouth twisted into a smirk.
Something was up with the girl today, the attitude brimming right up to her eyeballs. She could be
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