she casts her most beguiling look Fortinâs way. The Managerâs eyes, despite appearances, see all too much. But those eyes are also certain others donât notice. And thatâs his failing.
âYou did very well,â Willum assures her.
âI know. I love these visits,â she replies.
âSo you said, but today you seemed different.â
âOnly tired. The speeches are always the same. I find the repetition a challenge.â
Willum sips the air, as if heâs testing the temperature of a hot drink. âWell, Stowe, youâre about to face an even greater challenge.â
Ah, here it comes. âAnd what might that be?â Stowe asks.
Willum looks away, his hands balled tightly into fists.
âCome now, Willum, youâve piqued my interest.â
âA trek.â
âI trek every day, looking for my brother.â
âYour assignmentâs been modified.â
âYou mean I wonât be looking for my brother?â
The cleric opens the car door but Willum does not get in. âNo. Not any longer. At least not for the moment.â
âThen who will?â
His eyes lock on hers. âNo one.â
âWhat do you mean, no one?â
âDarius informed me this morning that Roan has been declared dead.â
âHe is not dead,â she states emphatically.
âIâm sorry, Stowe, truly I am.â
âDarius is in error.â
Willum looks fiercely at Stowe. âRecall that your father is the Eldest. Keeper of the City, Archbishop of the Conurbation, the Great Seer. No matter what happens, consider that before you speak.â
âOf course, Willum, I was not thinking.â Stowe feels her whole body begin to shake. When did they find out Roan was dead? How could they know?
âGood then. We will begin to prepare for your new assignment.â
For more than two years sheâs searched for Roan. Three hours every day in the amplification booth, eating Dirt, crying out to a brother who never comes. The mythical brother who holds the keys of destruction and salvation in his hands. And now theyâre giving her a new assignment because they think Roanâs dead. But itâs not possible. She would have known.
âIt is expected that you will do your duty,â Willum warns.
âOf course it is. What does it matter to you? Just another Farlands boy, dead! My brother. Dead!â
She lets the anger rise through her body, red hotâshe has an excuse now, and a chance to see what happens when she explodes.
âYou know nothing! Nothing! NOTHING!â
She lets her fury surge until it shrieks out the pores of her skin, out the pupils of her eyes, her guts, her lungs, her heart. Their driver falls to his knees, then onto the ground, writhing. The other clerics sink down in agony.
âDonât, Stowe.â Willum winces, then covers his ears. Itâs very subtle, but she notices a glow around him. Heâs creating a protective aura to shield himself from her!
âStop it, Stowe, now!â demands Willum.
But she doesnât stop. She doesnât want to stop, the release feels too good, so gratifying. All the fear, the loneliness, the pathetic wheezing apprehension in her chest, gone, gone.
Willum is far stronger than she thought. She imagines Dariusâs face and her rage builds, pushing against Willumâs aura, knocking him backwards.
âEnough!â
Stowe exhales until there is nothing left. Nothing left in her at all. But she felt it, Willumâs aura pushing her back. He can push her back.
She looks around her. All the clerics are lying on the ground moaning, contorted from the pain sheâs inflicted. But the driver, blood oozing from his ears, is silent and still.
âHave I killed him?â asks Stowe, curious.
Willumâs aura vanishes. Bending over the body, he gives her a cold look. âHe still breathes.â
âAh,â she says, a trace of excitement