bits of blanket all over the room. It circled twice around, just missing my head, then soared out the open door.
I swiped the feathers and dirt from my face. My head felt thick, and my mouth tasted like old vinegar. My room smelled musty. I couldnât tell if that was the griffin or the clothes Iâd dropped on the floor yesterday, before dropping myself into bed.
You look awful, Chen remarked.
Yeah, and I feel awful. I stumbled from the bed to my washbasin and splashed water over my head. Rinsed my mouth and spat out dust and feathers. I wondered if the griffin had been swimming in my washbasin. On second thought, I didnât want to know.
Is she back? I whispered to Chen.
No.
What aboutâ
Gone. Then he added, I checked everywhere. Nuó is gone, too.
Nuó was MÄ mÄ«âs companion spirit, a smoke-gray mountain cat. Nuó scared me even more than MÄ mÄ« did. She scared Chen, too. That Chen had deliberately gone looking for her meant he was truly worried by MÄ mÄ«âs disappearance.
I pulled on last nightâs shirt and trousers and pounded down to MÄ mÄ«âs bedroom. It was empty, of course. Iâd known it would be, but scanning the room, swept clean just yesterday, and the blankets neatly tucked around the bed, I felt a pain tugging at my gut.
I told you she wasnât back. Yet.
I know. I justâ
I swallowed hard. Chen made soft snuffling noises in my ear, as though I were a baby piglet that needed comforting.
Go away, I said. Iâm fine.
I checked the workroom again. No change there either.
I hate nightmares that donât stop when you wake up.
In the kitchen, the sight of last nightâs dirty dishes (one plate, one teacup, not two) checked me harder than my motherâs deserted workroom or bedroom. I spun around, ready to run and run until fright and anger bled away.
Chen blocked my path.
Eat first, he said. Then we make plans.
Iâm not hungry.
He lowered his head and presented his tusks. You will be.
With Chen prodding and poking me along, I stacked the dirty dishes in the wash basin and filled the teakettle from the courtyard well. While I waited for that to boil, I fed the shop cats and cleaned out their sandboxes. The sun was well up before I finished. I brewed a full pot of tea and chewed on some leftover dried fish cakes from the pantry. There wasnât much else. Other than a few more packets of salted fish, our pantry was nearly empty. Iâd have to visit the farmerâs markets soon, however, or Iâd be eating dust.
(Only if my mother doesnât come back.)
(She will.)
(But when?)
A small hard skull butted my hand. The griffin.
The flat stone eyes gleamed black, and its metallic feathers glittered in the thin yellow light. When it saw it had my attention, it opened its beak and keened. All the cats scattered at the noise.
âYou canât be hungry,â I said.
With a quick dart, it nipped my thumb.
âOw!â I sucked at the bite and tasted blood. Were there such things as vampire griffins?
The griffin keened again. I tossed a spare fish cake in its direction. It pounced and tore the cake into bits with its beak. Being dead and stuffed didnât seem to stop it from wanting meals. Or attention or comfort, I mentally added, when it butted my hand again, demanding a scratch behind its feathered ears. I wondered what kind of magic MÄ mÄ« had worked upon it.
Thinking of my mother made my stomach churn. I tossed the griffin my last fish cake and bolted up the stairs to my room. There I picked up the leather scroll case with my special certificate, proclaiming me to be a prince of the streets. On second thought, I stopped long enough to scribble down a note for Yún, explaining that MÄ mÄ« had cancelled our classes for the day. She and I would be at the special import markets to order the exotic goods from Yúnâs list. Yún was to spend her free hours alone in the nearest