hopelessly lost, less than a microbe in an ocean. He had never managed to trace the
malfunction or make repairs, despite the captain's instructions. Being jerked rapidly into
and out of hyperspace had burned out all the circuitry for faster-than-light
communication. The ship had automatically broadcast a distress signal, but surrounded by
the shock front's extreme radiation, there was little chance the signal would ever be
heard.
Lodovik's secret was secure enough. But his usefulness to Daneel, and to humanity, was
over.
For a robot, duty was everything, self nothing; yet in his present circumstance, he could
look through the port at the effects of the shock front and speculate for no particular
reason about physical processes. While not completely stopping his constant processing of
problems associated with his long-term mission, he could drift in the middle of the
bridge, his immediate needs and work reduced to nothing.
For humans, this could be called a time of introspection. Introspection without the target
of duty was more than novel; it was disturbing. Lodovik would have avoided the opportunity
and this sensation if he could have.
A robot, above all else, was uncomfortable with internal change. Ages past, during the
robotic renaissance, on the almost-forgotten worlds of Aurora and Solaria, robots had been
built with inhibitions that went beyond the Three Laws. Robots, with a few exceptions,
were not allowed to design and build other robots. While they could manage minor repairs
to themselves, only a select few specialty units could repair robots that had been
severely damaged.
Lodovik could not repair this malfunction in his own
brain, if it was a malfunction; the evidence was not yet clear. But a robot's brain, its
essential programming, was even more off-limits to meddling than its body.
There was one place remaining in the Galaxy where a robot could be repaired, and where
occasionally a robot could be manufactured. That was Eos, established by R. Daneel Olivaw
ten thousand years ago, far from the boundaries of the expanding Empire. Lodovik had not
been there for ninety years.
Still, a robot had a strong urge to self-preservation; that was implicit in the Third Law.
With time to contemplate his condition, Lodovik wondered if he might in fact be found,
then sent to Eos for repair...
None of these possibilities seemed likely. He resigned himself to the most probable fate:
ten more years in this crippled ship, until his minifusion power reserves ran down, with
nothing important to do, a Robinson Crusoe of robots, lacking even an island to explore
and transform.
Lodovik could not feel a sense of horror at this fate. But he could imagine what a human
would feel, and that in itself induced an echo of robotic unease.
To cap it all, he was hearing voices-or rather, a voice. It sounded human, but
communicated only at odd intervals, in fragments. It even had a name, something like
Voldarr. And it gave an impression of riding vast but tenuous webs of force, sailing
through the deep vacuum between the stars-
Seeking out the plasma halos of living stars, reveling in the neutrino miasma of dead and
dying stars, neutrinos intoxicating as hashish smoke. Fleeing from Trantor's boredom, I
grow bored again-and I find, between the stars, a robot in dire straits! One of those the
Eternal brought from outside to replace the many destroyed-Look, my friends, my boring
friends who have no flesh and know no flesh, and tolerate no fleshly ideals-
One of your hated purgers!
The voice faded. Added to his distress over the death of the
captain and crew of the Spear of Glory and his odd feedback of selfless unease, this
mysterious voice-a clear sign of delusion and major malfunction-brought him as close as a
robot could come to complete misery.
From his vantage in the tiny balcony apartment overlooking Streeling University,