itâs always breakfastbefore the sun comes up, because we have to be there at sunrise. But itâs just five days.â It was what his mother used to say to him to cheer him up. âAnd then the Bryalt holiday starts, midway through. My mother puts up decorations in her chambers when that starts. You could put them up, in yours, well, after Fast Day. You shouldnât put them in the sitting room, though. We canât do that.â
âThe Quinalt doesnât allow it?â
âNo.â Aewyn lowered his voice, and confessed: âI like my motherâs holiday ever so much better, with the evergreen and candles. Especially the cakes. Do they make the sweet cakes in Amefel, the brown ones with the nuts?â
âOh, nut cakes, yes. And braided bread with apples in it.â Otterâs eyes brightened. âDo you have that for holiday?â
âWell,â Aewyn admitted, âno one downstairs knows how. But Motherâs maid knows how to bake the cakes herself, and she goes down to the kitchen, and tosses Cook out, and we have them for days.â He saw how Otterâs eyes brightened at that news. âThey pass the cakes out among all my motherâs staff, all through the Bryalt holiday, and she puts the evergreen up and lights bayberry candles in her private chambers at night, and they go to the Bryalt shrine on the last night, or at least Mother does, and her maids. My father canât, and I canât, not even when I was a babe in arms.â That was always a sore spot with him and with his mother. âShe misses the dances. But they sing songs in her rooms. What else do they do in Amefel?â
âThey give out the little cakes, free, in the shrine, except if you have coin in your purse you have to make an offering to keep all your other coins lucky. And thereâs a penny baked into some of the cakes. The aethelingâthe dukeâthrows pennies all up and down the street when he rides to the front gate to open it for the year. Iâve picked up three, all told. Theyâre supposed to be lucky.â He pulled out the plain braided cord he wore about his neck, and showed three dull brown pennies, pierced through. Aewyn had seen it before, and wondered then if it was a charm.
âIs it magical?â he asked warily.
âOh, itâs Granâs; it could be. She made it for me, from the lucky pennies. Holiday pennies. Itâs bad luck to spend them.â
âThe Quinalt takes the money we give,â Aewyn said. âIt doesnât give it out. Everybody has to give something. The priests do give out food to the poor on the last day and set up long tables in the square. First day is the day I hate.â
âFast Day?â
âThatâs the hardest. Fasting daylight to dark. And praying at sunrise in the Quinaltine. We have to go there while itâs still dark, itâs always cold, because the sanctuary hasnât heated up yet, and itâs long, long praying. You get tired, you mustnât fidget, and you canât eat or drink anything, not even water, on the day, from the first the sun rises. Even the horses and the cattle canât eat or drink until the sun goes down.â
âBut they donât know what day it is!â
âOh, truth is, theyâll feed themselves off browse. Thatâs why we put most of the horses we can down in pasture.â
âBut itâs thick snow down there now. Will they put out hay?â
âTheyâre not supposed to, really. If the windâs blowing, youâll hear the cattle bawling clear up on the hill. Lamenting the sins of the world, the fathers say. And the horses that have to stay in stable, the courier horses and such, theyâre pent in, and thereâs no hay.â
Otter had been on his belly, leaning on his elbows before the fire. Now he had sat up. âThatâs outright cruel, not to feed them.â
âWellââAewyn looked to see