smiled, discovering that even those muscles ached. Someone planted these plants. There are people about. Maybe even a village or something.
Resolutes chin came up. And?
And? Will shrugged, his shoulders sagging forward. And, and…
Think, boy,think
We can take shelter with them?
No, no, no!
We cant?
Resolute turned in his saddle and waved away Wills question with the flick of a hand. This is hopeless, Crow. I accepted that we might have to train him, but hes incapable of learning.
Crow chuckled as his horse trotted forward and drew abreast of the two of them, trapping Will between them. You learned these lessons, my friend, of necessity, at a younger age. Youd not been raised in the Dimandowns. Hes not a stupid lad, just a tired one.
Im too tired to be tired.
Crow patted him on the left shoulder. The fields have you thinking ahead, Will. Thats good, but you also need to think back. What do the fields tell you?
Im going to have a harder time finding firewood? Will shook his head. Something else niggled at the back of his mind.
You see, Crow. He focuses on himself.
Easy, Resolute. Why is that, Will? Why will finding firewood be harder?
No trees. He sighed heavily, then it hit him. His head came up. No trees because someone cut them down for firewood. No trees means no forest. No forest means no frostclaws because they like the forest. Will glanced over at Resolute. You tried to trick me by telling me frostclaws would be about.
How do you know they wont?
The youth frowned, started to point at the fields, then snarled. I dontknow, but it makes sense. Is that wrong? Are they going to be around?
Resolute shrugged. Some, yes. There will be sheep about, some goats, cows, chickens, and horses. Thats what they will be going for.
So I wasnt wrong?
Not completely, but it took you far too long to figure it out. The Vorquelf tapped his own skull with a finger. You have to always be thinking, always be aware. The world would just as soon see you dead as not, and legions would like to be doing the killing.
The Vorquelf touched his heels to his horses flanks and trotted ahead along the road. Before them, it curved between two low hills, then started a descent into the valley. A little breeze came up from that direction, bringing with it the hint of woodsmoke, confirming the presence of a village nearby.
The youth looked over at Crow. Why is he so hard on me? I didnt do anything to him. I got him the leaf, remember? He should be thanking me.
The mans eyes glittered with the last of the days dying light. Remember how he said life was a mosaic?
Hard to forget when he says it all the time. Heres another piece to your mosaic,boy
You almost sound like him. Crow scratched at his bearded chin. For Resolute, youre a piece in his mosaic, but his mosaic is a map, a map to a goal. He wants to make sure you fit. He hopes you dobecauseif you do, hes that much closer.
Okay, I understand that, but shouldnt he be careful with me, not being all… Will wanted to say cruel, but he flashed back on thrashings Marcus had given him for little harmless things. I mean, hes being hard, you know?
Crow nodded slowly. Always has been. When I first met him he wasnt any easier on me. For Resolute, that piece of the mosaic has taken on a shape in his mind. He wants you to fit that shape. You werent quite what he expected, so hes doing what needs to be done.
But what about what I want?
The man laughed aloud. Have you ever gotten what you want, Will? Do you even know what you want, beyond a bed and a full belly, maybe somemetholanth or a cup of watered wine?
Yes, well, no, but… Crows question shot through him and echoed around inside, emphasizing how hollow he felt. Then the warmth of the leaf slowly trickled in to fill him. I want the