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but she left them to rest on her lap.  “A little,” she admitted, smiling at him.  “I just needed to.  Sometimes I have trouble with impulse control.”  She felt herself redden as though she were admitting something that might make Michael turn around and run away.
     
    “I understand,” he said.  “Better than you might think.  I can help you with that.”
     
    “What makes you think I need help?” Elena responded.  “I’m responsible for myself.”
     
    “I know,” Michael said.  “But you can turn some of that responsibility over to me.  The sexual thrill is great – phenomenal, even – but the real rush for me is in the control.”
     
    “For me, too,” Elena said.  “I like being told what to do.  Especially, you know, sexually.”  That admission was harder still, making Elena embarrassed by the words and her own desire to turn and run was strong, yet she knew that she couldn’t.  Michael seemed to understand something about her that she was only learning about herself and she didn’t want it to stop.
     
    Michael wasn’t running though; he was offering those things that she thought about late at night as she lay in bed.  Would giving up control mean giving up a part of herself?  Would the trade-off be worth it?
     
    “I know.  Do you think that you could do these things?  Could you dress in the clothes I choose?  Keep your pubic hair shaved?  Present yourself to me when and how I instruct you?”
     
    Elena’s throat was dry and her heart racing.  He was being so calm, as though this was a business transaction, but she was feeling anything but calm.  She admired his calm façade, but she couldn’t help but want to explore what was going on beneath that.
     
    “I want to,” Elena said.  She nodded, knowing that as scared as she was, she was more scared of not having the experience.
     
    “Give me the control and I’ll take care of you in return,” Michael said.  “I need you to stay open and honest with me.”
     
    “I will,” Elena said, feeling the strong desire to throw herself on top of Michael and kiss him.  At least her hands were no longer numb.
     
    Michael stood up and Elena followed suit.  “Ready?” he asked.
     
    “Yes, I am,” Elena said, not certain at all.  Most of all, she was afraid of doing something that might disappoint Michael.
     
    “Good.  Get undressed.”

Chapter 3
     
    “Here?” Elena asked.
     
    Michael didn’t respond and Elena realized that she was already nervous about trusting him.  But she wanted to trust him and she wanted to learn more about Michael and about his world.
     
    She slid her dress over her head, aware as she did that Michael was watching her.  Being watching thrilled her and she felt special knowing that Michael had planned something specifically for her.
     
    “All of it,” Michael instructed and Elena unhooked her bra and removed it.  She slid down her panties, standing naked before Michael and feeling vulnerable.  Michael walked toward the door and opened it and Elena froze, scared suddenly at the thought of walking through Michael’s house naked.  Images of Mrs. Patterson stumbling upon them made her tense.
     
    “You need to trust me,” Michael said simply.  “If you don’t, this won’t work.”
     
    For Elena, those words were all she needed to hear in order to move.  She followed Michael through the doorway and into the hall.  If Michael had any hesitation or fear that his staff might see her, he gave no indication.  Elena took a deep breath as she walked down the hall.  There was so much room in his home but Elena kept turning her head, looking for servants or listening for footsteps.  Still, she followed, needing to trust Michael as much as he needed her to trust him.
     
    Elena found that focusing on Michael’s ass as he walked was a wonderful distraction and she did so.  She was familiar enough with the house that she saw they were walking toward his bedroom and she