news.â
I think about how I should have said hello to Colleen; I should have known Bosco wasnât home to have seen meâhe was at court earlyâand what harm would it have done anyway to simply say hello? Iâm angry with myself.
âI can smell your brain burning. You okay?â He sticks his knuckle into my frown and screws it around.
I laugh. âYeah, I was just thinking. I didnât know they had secret Naming Days. I thought it was always public. Thatâs so sneaky.â
âNot as sneaky as you and me,â Art says, fingers creeping up my cardigan.
I laugh and stop his hand from traveling, something suddenly on my mind. I look over at Juniper, who is listening to her music so loudly I can hear every word from here.
I lower my voice. âDo you think Jimmy Childâs wife was put on trial?â
âSerena Child?â he asks, surprised.
âYeah. When you think about itââbecause I had been thinking about it, ever since Juniper said it, and on the walk to the bus stop with my new wobbly legs that havenât been working since I stood up this morningââevery day it wasnât about him or about what heâd done, but about how she was so annoying and so fake and such a woman , how could he not cheat?â
Art laughs. âI donât think thatâs exactly what Pia said.â He smiles at me fondly. ââReporting live,ââ he says, imitating Pia. ââIsnât Serena Child such a woman ? How could he not cheat?ââ
I laugh, realizing how stupid it sounds, then turn serious, wanting to be understood. âNo, but the way they talked about her looks. The surgery. The clothes. Her past ⦠her cellulite. Sheâd kissed a girlâso what? Her tan being too orange, her eating disorder when she was fifteen. She went to school with someone who ended up being a bank robber. She never cooked a meal for her husband. He had to keep going to that diner. We learned everything about her. Like she was the one who was Flawed. Not him.â
Art laughs again, enjoying the ridiculousness of what Iâm saying, or perhaps the fact that itâs so surprisingly out of character for me to say it at all. âAnd why would they put her on trial?â
âSo he gets away with not being Flawed. People say she wasnât a good wife, so how could he not have cheated? And the star player is still the star.â
His smile instantly fades, and he looks at me like he doesnât know me. âCelestine, be careful.â
I shrug like I donât care, but my heart is pounding by even saying this aloud. âI was just saying .â
Juniper has gotten to me. I had been unsure already, and what she said this morning niggles at me more and has me considering the truth in her words. I think about Colleen on her way to the courthouse to see her mother, her mother about to be branded Flawed for traveling to another country to help carry out the wishes of her mother. Does that really make her Flawed? Iâm not ready to park this thought yet. Itâs Art, the person I share every thought with. Surely I can share one more. He can help sort out these muddled thoughts.
Art reaches for my hand and I feel safe.
âDo you think itâs bad what Angelina did?â I say quietly.
He looks at me.
âBecause Iâve been thinking about it. All night. And I donât think itâs that bad. Not if itâs what her mom wanted. I mean, I can think of worse.â
âOf course thereâs worse.â
âSo even though thereâs worse, everyone gets branded the same?â
âShe will only get one brand. On her hand. Some people get two.â
Heâs not thinking about this properly. I know heâs not. I know him. His answers are too quick. He is defensive, though Iâm not attacking him. This is how it gets when people have discussions about the Flawed. Everyone has such strong