Eddingsâ death was not Marinoâs jurisdiction unless the FBI had already gotten involved, and that would not make sense, either.
Both Marino and I were consultants for the Bureauâs Criminal Investigative Analysis program, more commonly known as the profiling unit, which specialized in assisting police with unusually heinous and difficult deaths. We routinely got involved in cases outside of our domains, but by invitation only, and it was a little early for Chesapeake to be calling the FBI about anything.
Detective Roche arrived before Marino did, and he was carrying a paper bag and insisting that I give him gown, gloves, face shield, cap and shoe covers. While he was in the locker room fussing with his biological armor, Danny and I began taking photographs and looking at Eddings exactly as he had come to us, which was still in a full wet suit that continued to slowly drip on the floor.
âHeâs been dead awhile,â I said. âI have a feeling that whatever happened to him occurred shortly after he went into the river.â
âDo we know when that was?â Danny asked as he fit scalpel handles with new blades.
âWeâre assuming it was sometime after dark.â
âHe doesnât look very old.â
âThirty-two.â
He stared at Eddingsâs face and his own got sad. âItâs like when kids end up in here or that basketball player who dropped dead in the gym the other week.â He looked at me. âDoes it ever get to you?â
âI canât let it get to me because they need me to do a good job for them,â I said as I made notes.
âWhat about when youâre done?â He glanced up.
âWeâre never done, Danny,â I said. âOur hearts will stay broken for the rest of our lives, and we will never be done with the people who pass through here.â
âBecause we canât forget them.â He lined a bucket with a viscera bag and put it near me on the floor. âAt least I canât.â
âIf we forget them, then something is wrong with us,â I said.
Roche emerged from the locker room looking like a disposable astronaut in his face shield and paper suit. He kept his distance from the gurney but got as close as he could to me.
I said to him, âIâve looked inside the boat. What items have you removed?â
âHis gun and wallet. I got both of them here with me,â he replied. âOver there in the bag. How many pairs of gloves you got on?â
âWhat about a camera, film, anything like that?â
âWhatâs in the boat is all there is. Looks like you got on more than one pair of gloves.â He leaned close, his shoulder pressing against mine.
âIâve double-gloved.â I moved away from him.
âI guess I need another pair.â
I unzipped Eddingsâ soggy dive boots and said, âTheyâre in the cabinet over there.â
With a scalpel I opened the wet suit and dive skin at the seams because they would be too difficult to pull off a fully rigorous body. As I freed him from neoprene, I could see that he was uniformly pink due to the cold. I removed his blue bikini bathing suit, and Danny and I lifted him onto the autopsy table, where we broke the rigidity of the arms and began taking more photographs.
Eddings had no injuries except several old scars, mostly on his knees. But biology had dealt him an earlier blow called hypospadias, which meant his urethra opened onto the underside of his penis instead of in the center. This moderate defect would have caused him a great deal of anxiety, especially as a boy. As a man he may have suffered sufficient shame that he was reluctant to have sex.
Certainly, he had never been shy or passive during professional encounters. In fact, I had always found him quite confident and charming, when someone like me was rarely charmed by anyone, least of all a journalist. But I also knew appearances meant nothing
Bob Brooks, Karen Ross Ohlinger