the first time.
Have access to the best advisors in the world.
Make friends who will always have your back.
Pick one. Pick all. Gimme. But too bad for her, Myriad makes the same promises.
I place my newest blood mark on the calendar and straighten with ease. My back is on the mend, my range of motion almost normal.
âTell me something,â Bow says as she ties her boots. Iâm surprised sheâs lucid. She spent the entire night threatening the wall. Go away. Iâm going to kill you . Oh, yeah? Well, I can definitely hurt you. âHave you met with a new ML lately? A boy? Maybe kinda sorta...handsome.â She gags, as if the word tastes foul. âMaybe he pulled you aside in secret.â
MLâMyriad Laborer. âNo. Why?â
She hikes a shoulder in a faux-casual shrug. âI know Myriadâs MO. When a teenage girl refuses to do their bidding, they send a boy they think sheâll like. One whoâs supposed to rev her engine.â
âMy engine is set to idle, remember? Maybe permanently.â After James... No. Just no.
âHey. Donât say I didnât warn you.â
My parents would never agree to...
Oh, who am I kidding? They so would.
âI guess itâs better than the alternative.â She stands, stretches her arms over her head and arches her back. âIf Myriad ever considers you a lost cause, thereâs a good chance theyâll send someone to kill you.â
Same with Troika. There have always been whispers about Laborers who poison the Unsigned to prevent a pledge to the other realm. âOne, Iâm not close to signing, period. And two, if I die here, Dr. Vans wonât get a bonus.â
The pro? The greedy bastard would take a bullet to save me. The con? Itâs just a matter of time before he ramps my torture to the next level.
No matter whatâs done to me in the future, I will hold out. I must. Iâll be released on my eighteenth birthday. Though my parents signed with Myriad before my conception, there was a special clause for the birth of a child.
When I came along, their contracts had to be renegotiated. Now their benefits are dependent on my decision. An incentive to raise me the ârightâ way.
If I havenât signed with Myriad by the time Iâm a legal adult, my parents will lose everything they love more than they ever loved me. Money, prestige. Homes. Cars. Boats. Not to mention the things they were promised in the Everlife.
Bow sighs. âAnother day, another breakfast. Or a meal pretending to be breakfast.â
A sense of doom overtakes me, a shadow Iâm unable to shake. Bad is coming. Bad is always coming. But since six days have passed without incidentâbad is coming soon .
Sounding resigned, she says, âOur cell will open inââ
âThree, two, one,â I finish.
The doors slide apart, and we race into the hall.
Sloan spots me and flips me off. I know sheâs pleased four guards are missing, but sheâs also ticked about somethingâclearlyâand lashing out.
I look her over and find finger-size bruises around her neck. Someone tried to choke her out. Been there, lived through that.
If I show her an ounce of sympathy, sheâll try to throat punch me. I blow her a kiss.
âCome on,â I say to Bow.
We make our way to the cafeteria, where I count the occupants out of habit. My gaze lands on a boy Iâve never before seen and oh, wow. Okay. He. Is. Gorgeous. Not that I care about a pretty face. Pretty can hide a monster. But Iâm not overhyping when I say heâs a living ad for every dream-boy fantasy every girl in the universe has ever had.
He has dark hair that hangs over a stern brow. I canât make out the color of his eyes, but just like with Bow, I can feel the intensity of themâbecause theyâre locked on me. His nose is straight, perfect, and his lips soft and pink. His jaw is strong and dusted with the shadow of