my hair. He knows my argumentâthat an educated Outlander could return to his or her tribe and make it better. But he didnât go back to his tribe, and has no intention to. Why would anyone with a chance at a better life ever go back to fighting the Woven and living in poverty?
âLady?â asks a tentative voice by the door. Rowan turns and we both look across my rooms. Itâs Gavin, a new page and a possible future mechanic of mineâif he can survive Rowanâs exhausting training, that is.
âWhat is it?â I ask, noticing Gavinâs drawn expression.
âItâs your mother, Lady Samantha,â Gavin says. âSheâs on the wall.â
Iâm standing before he can say any more. âWhat is she doing up there?â I ask calmly, trying not to scare Gavin.
âSheâs ⦠balancing,â the boy says timidly. âRight on the edge, like itâs a game.â
Iâm running now. I feel chilled and ungrounded, as if all the weight had been stolen out of my body.
As we exit my keep, Rowan is in my thoughts, telling me heâs with me and that weâll fix it together. He likes to fix thingsâneeds to, actuallyâbut I fear my motherâs fractured mind is in too many pieces for anyone to mend.
âWhere?â Rowan asks the page. Gavin points in a northerly direction toward the tip of the oval wall that surrounds the miles-long city. She couldnât be farther away from my southerly, east-side keep. Rowanâs willstone glitters as he weaves a field of still air around him. Undistorted air is easier to see through, and his vision is sharpened. He sees his target and takes me up against his side. I feel the familiar tug of his willstone, urging me to give him strength.
For a moment I teeter on a precipice of my own, wanting to possess him. Heâs so open. I could take over his will, but I resist as I almost always have in the past. I gather my energy, change it into force, and pour it into his willstone. Pure power pumps in his veins and we share in the heady rush of my strength in his body. He leaps upward, the ground shrinks beneath us, and in seconds we have flown to the top of the colossal wall that surrounds the city of Salem. We alight on Walltop. I have read of a wall like this in China. It is rumored to be much longer, but not nearly as tall as this. I dream of going there one day, but I doubt I ever will. This whole continent has been cut off from the others for the same reason we built this wall. The Woven.
Walltop is like China in a way. It is a world apart with its own rules and customsâa world that exists two hundred feet above the city of Salem. Generations have served up here. They even have their own slang and a distinct accent. Technically, I am the absolute ruler of Walltop. The Council and the Coven donât have any say up here, and my word is law. But secretly I know that Walltop is run according to its own complicated set of rules that I donât fully grasp.
âThe Lady of Salem,â announces Leto, the ranking captain. A flurry of stiff backs and crisp salutes follows.
âCaptain Leto,â I say in greeting. I break off when I see my mother.
Sheâs in her nightgown. Itâs frayed and soiled at the hem as if itâd been dragging through mud for hours. Her hair, a riot of flame-red curls like mine, is tangled and frizzy. Her bare feet tread the very edge of Walltop. They are so dirty I can barely see the blood from where sheâs torn a toenail. The only reason I know itâs torn is from the crimson footprints in her wake. Her face is serene and a small smile softens the corners of her mouth, but her eyes blink and burn with an unhealthy light. A strange shame flowers hot pink in my cheeks. It isnât her nightgown or hair or bloody feetâitâs the insanity in her eyes that Iâm ashamed of.
âMom,â I whisper. Thereâs something about seeing my