woman would be only an amusement. But Aggie said that he read love poems sometimes in the silence of his own room, and that he liked Rachmaninoffâs Second Piano Concertoâa romantic piece if ever there was one. He was fascinating in his complexityâa modern man with a very old-fashioned outlook on life. Aggie had raised him that way, just as Gabyâs father had raised her in the church, even though heâd dragged her from pillar to post until that tragic night theyâd parted.
âWhat are you thinking?â he asked curiously.
âThat youâre not like any man Iâve ever known,â she blurted out.
âShould I be flattered?â
âYes, I think so,â she said honestly, her voice soft and quiet in the stillness, broken only by faint strains of music.
He found himself smiling at the admission. In all the years heâd known Gaby, sheâd always backed away from anything personal. This had to be something of a milestone. Perhaps she was lonely, and the loneliness was breaking through that shell of reserve she wore. He knew the very color of loneliness. It drove him sometimes. Heâd been by himself for a long time, but there had always been the need for another voice in the darknessâa hand to reach out to when the world came too close. Gaby stirred that need in him, but he hesitated to let her get close. There was something vaguely mysterious about her. It attracted him, even as it made him wary.
Without replying, he turned and guided her along the driveway with him, pretending a nonchalance he didnât feel. He smoked his cigarette quietly. âLooks like a Florida setting, doesnât it?â he mused, nodding toward the grove of palm trees.
She leaped at the normalcy. The tension between them was growing. âYes. Someone told me once that there were no palm trees around here a hundred years ago. They arenât native to Arizonaâtheyâre supposedly imports.â
âDo tell?â He smiled down at her. âHow about the rattlesnakes?â
âTheyâre natives,â she said dryly.
He chuckled, easing her between two parked cars, so close that her breasts brushed against his chest just briefly in a contact that made him distinctly aware of her.
The smile faded as he held her there, looking down into her puzzled eyes with an equal curiosity. His body throbbed to the beat of the music inside the house while his eyes held hers in a new, different kind of look. Without really understanding why, he moved deliberately closer for just a second, pressing her back against the car behind her, and he felt her breath catch as his body touched hers in a contact neither of them had ever sought before.
Her perfume drifted up into his nostrils. He could feel the faint tension in her posture, the drawing back as her hands came up to her waist in an almost defensive position. He wondered idly if the nervousness was caused by fear or attraction. His eyes fell to her soft mouth and he was surprised to find it trembling.
Gaby had never allowed herself this close to Bowie before, and now she understood why. His size was intimidating, but there was something moreâsomething deep and still and frightening. He made her tremble. It was the second time in her life that sheâd felt the sting of pleasure that came from a manâs warm, strong proximity. She wanted to run away and toward him at the same time, and her confusing feelings puzzled her.
For long, static seconds, neither of them moved. It took the sudden opening of the back door to break the spell.
Embarrassed, Gaby went ahead of him to be hugged and kissed by Mary, while Ted looked on with something less than joy in his expression at the guests. Mary worked in the composing room of the newspaper, while Ted was assistant sales manager. Sheâd known them both ever since sheâd gone to work at the paper.
âThis is Bowie,â she introduced the tall, handsome man