hand.
âYou bought her something?â I ask. âYou didnât have to do that.â
âUh, actually I did. Pat had kind of a bad-hair day.â He pulls out Pat the Bunny . The fuzzy parts are gone. He reaches in the bag again and pulls them out.
Shelby grabs Hannah by the arm and yanks her out of the store. âYou bad, bad girl!â
Cody sweeps up Hannah from behind, dislodging Shelbyâs grip. âShe didnât know what she was doing. Sheâs only three.â
âShe has to learn.â Shelby holds out her arms and narrows her deadly blue eyes at Cody. âYou coddling her doesnât help.â
Iâm right behind them, ready to scoop up Hannah if Cody and Shelby throw down. Instead, Cody says, âIâll hand her over if you promise not to punish her. It was my fault. I wasnât watching her closely enough.â
Shelby snorts. âYeah, I noticed how much help you are.â
Codyâs teeth grind, but all he squeezes out is, âPromise.â
âFine, I promise.â She flips her hair over her shoulder. âI shouldnât have left Hannah with you anyway. Youâve always been completely useless. â The stress and volume she puts on the last word makes me flinch. Other shoppers eye us carefully.
Very calmly and slowly, Cody places a clearly upset, lip-quivering Hannah feetfirst on the tile floor. Then he spins on his heel and sprints toward the nearest exit.
âDonât bother,â Shelby says when she sees Iâm about to take off after him. She takes Hannah by the hand and pulls her close. âYouâll never get a real boyfriend carrying that kind of weight around.â
âJust shut up, Shelby.â I push past her, wishing I could say other, more hurtful things. But Hannahâs here and for better or worse, Shelbyâs her mom. âWeâll meet you at the food court in two hours.â
Kait comes out of the store with her bag of books. She looks from Hannah to Shelby to me and says, âWhat happened?â
Shelby handles the explanations, because Iâm out of there.
I find Cody outside the Gap outlet, staring at his own reflection in the oversized window. Other shoppers are like ghosts behind him. Even me. I approach cautiously. He sees me in the window. Doesnât turn.
âI hate your sisters.â His voice is whisper soft, but I hear him loud and clear.
For some weird reason, I feel defensive of Kait. Sheâs really trying, buying those books and thinking about the baby before sheâs even born. But thereâs no excuse for Shelby.
âThanks for sticking up for Hannah.â I stand beside him, cross my arms over my stomach. âYouâre the reason I didnât turn out like them. If Hannah has any kind of chance at being normal, sheâs gonna need you, too.â
He pinches the bridge of his nose and squeezes his eyes shut. âI donât know.â
I inch closer to him until our arms are touching. âWell, I know. And the truth is youâre the best. And Shelbyâs a bitch.â
He finally smiles. âYeah, youâre totally right.â
Linking my arm through his, I drag him into the store. âCome on, letâs do some damage on that credit card.â
âWa- ay too girly,â Cody says from behind me. âJacksonâll never wear it.â
I sling the pink polo Iâm holding against his chest. âFor me, dork.â
He takes it from me, holds it up to my face. âMaybe, but I have a better idea.â
Before I know it, Iâm in the dressing room with a pile of clothes. None of which I can afford and only a few of which I picked out myself. Cody assures me his mom wonât notice another fifty bucks on the card as long as we buy some stuff for Jackson here, too. Against my better judgment, I let Cody buy me a little spaghetti-strap sundress, all yellows and blues, with peek-a-boo sandals and a canvas bag. At the