warm.â
I had never skipped school. Iâd never had a reason before. He leaned toward me. I liked that he wasnât too tall. He smelled good, like dark, clean dirt. I know that sounds not so appealing, but on him it was delicious. I nodded yes. I was ready to go wherever with him. I looked into his big, dark eyes, started to close mine as our heads tiltedâ¦
âHey, October.â
I jumped. It was Green, standing there with about twelve books stacked up in his pudgy little arms.
âOh are you kidding me?â I said.
âHowâre you feeling?â he asked. Then he looked at Trevor. âYouâre the new kid. Hi. Iâm Chris Lee.â
Not very nicely I said, âI call him Green because yesterday he was green and puking his guts out.â
âI feel much better.â He spoke seriously. âOctober, your forehead looks bad.â
I couldnât believe this pipsqueak had ruined my moment. And then the bell rang.
âYou going to Chemistry?â Green asked me. âIâm walking that way.â
How did he know where I was going? So much for skipping the rest of the afternoon. As we all walked toward the library doors, Trevor took my hand. I got a shock, like when you touch metal.
âOh!â
âSorry,â he said. âThe carpet I guess.â
I rubbed the spot on my hand. âItâs nothing.â It hurt a lot.
Chris went ahead of us and Trevor stopped me in the doorway. âCan I see you? Tonight?â
It was Thursday. I didnât know what Iâd tell my parents. Plus wasnât I supposed to play hard to get? âYes,â I said. So much for hard to getâheâd obviously gotten me.
âMeet me at the Stop N Shop by your house at seven.â
âHow do you know where I live?â
He shrugged and grinned. He was so damn attractive.
âOkay,â I said. âIâll be there.â
âIâll buy you an ice cream cone.â
He jogged off toward his next class and I turned toward mine. Green was standing in front of me.
âWhatâre you looking at?â I asked.
âYour foreheadâs bleeding,â he said. âAnd that thing on your neck is growing.â
I groaned. So attractive. Maybe Trevor hadnât noticed. Yeah, right.
I ducked into the closest restroom.
5.
School bathrooms are universes unto themselves. It doesnât matter what school youâre in, public or private, anywhere in the country, they all have the same smells, sounds, and accoutrements. There is the scent of pee mixed with industrial-strength disinfectant. The toilet paper, if there is any, pulls down in a little square so thin you could read a textbook through it. It takes thirty to make a reasonable wipe. A sadist must have invented the paper towels because theyâre like sandpaper, impossible to use for fixing make up, dabbing tears, or blowing your nose. Good news is you exfoliate every time you dry your hands. The tile walls make everything loud and thereâs always hair in the sink and at least two toilets havenât been flushed and in the girlsâ room the sanitary products wastebaskets are always overflowing.
The cut on my head was bubbling up with blood that was beginning to drip into my eyebrows. I found a stall with toilet paper, took about fifty squares and tried to staunch the flow. It wasnât helping. The mark on my neck looked bumpier and bigger and redder than it had that morning. I was falling apart. The bathroom door opened.
âHey. Need some help?â
Luisa. Of course.
âThat crow really did a number,â she said. âI have some tissues, real tissues, in my bag.â
âI can do it.â The blood was saturating the toilet paper. âYuk.â I tossed the wad into the trashcan and grabbed a paper towel. I winced as I tried to wipe up the blood with the stiff, rough paper. âI donât know why it started bleeding now.â
âI saw