and saw me.
âHey Miss October,â he jeered. âHowâs that itch?â He snickered and gestured at his crotch. âI got something you can scratch.â
He was such a jerk I wasnât even embarrassed. âYou should see a doctor about that,â I said. âI think it comes from too much masturbation.â
âOuch.â Trevor laughed.
Jacob was pissed, but after a look at Trevor, he didnât say anything else. He walked over to his buddies in the jock corner, whispered something to them and they all snickered.
âWant me to beat him up for you?â Trevor held up his fists like a boxer. He was kidding, of course, and it was funny, but then he said, âWhat is this itch everybodyâs talking about?â
I was not going to share it with him. Absolutely not. âIâve gotta get to the library,â I said. âIâll see you later.â
He frowned. I sort of hoped heâd offer to come with me, but then he shrugged. âOkay.â
I fled. Damn Jacob. He had teased me since 3rd Grade and been rude and disgusting since 9th, but this year he had basically ignored meâthank Godâuntil the itch. Please, I thought, donât let the itch be my defining moment. I could see the yearbook and underneath my photo: âGirl Most Likely To Scratch.â
I turned the corner to the library and literally collided with Walker Smith. He dropped the book he was holding and we both bent to pick it up and bumped our heads. Just like a comedy routine, only it was more of a tragedy. Every time I saw him I did or said something stupid.
âYou okay?â
âGoing to the library.â
âYour forehead.â
âItâs fine.â
I didnât want to look up into those blue eyes. I tried to think about the new guy, about Trevor, but once again Walker radiated safety and warmth, and I felt myself relaxing, slowing down, turning into pudding beside him.
âSorry about yesterday,â I said.
âNo, no. Iâm sorry. I came to check on you, make sure youâre all right. Crows carry terrible diseases.â
âLike what?â
Before he could answer he looked over my shoulder and gave a little hiss. I turned around. Trevor came toward us. His muscles bulged in his tight T-shirt and he walked with a fluid motion like a dancer or a gymnast. I smiled at him. He smiled back.
âHey,â I said.
âThought you were going to the library.â He stuck out his hand for Walker to shake. âTrevor Rockman,â he said. âYou Octoberâs uncle or something?â
I almost choked.
Walkerâs eyes narrowed and his chin went up. âOctober is helping me with a project.â
âNo, Iâm not.â
âYes, you are.â
âI donât think so.â
âGuess sheâs not,â Trevor said and offered me his arm. âWeâre going to the library.â
âWait,â Walker said.
Trevor and I walked away. When we got into the library I laughed out loud. âThank you.â
Trevor grinned. âThat guy is a little strange, huh?â
âYouâre telling me.â
We laughed and the librarian shushed usânaturallyâso Trevor led me down to the far wall, way back in the stacks. I love the smell of old books and for some reason that and the dust and even the gray piece of chewing gum stuck on the wall were like an aphrodisiac. I had goose bumps. Trevor looked up at the fluorescent light. It was buzzing, and then it flickered and went out, leaving us in the shadows.
âPerfect,â said Trevor.
I was trembling. Was he going to kiss me? Was this going to be my first official kiss? Iâd just met him. I didnât want him to think I was a slut, but then I decided I would worry about that later.
He whispered. âWhat do you say we skip the rest of the day and find a place to go swimming?â
âItâs cold out.â
âIâll keep you