on.â
âThat simple?â
âYes.â Not really, but I refused to give the matter deep thought. If I went there, I worried Iâd mourn my time for having kids had come and gone. I worried Iâd feel sorry for myself. Iâd wallowed in self-pity for more than a year and itâs not a place I wanted to revisit.
âSo have you talked to him?â
âMichael? Not since before I left for the cruise. We didnât part on the best terms. He probably figures you told me about the pregnancy. Iâm guessing heâs waiting for me to call him first. Iâm thinking I donât feel like it.â
âHave you called his office, talked to Violet about auditions or outstanding checks orâ¦anything?â
Violet was Michaelâs secretary, and though weâd always been friendly, weâd never been friends. âAfter the flashing fiasco, I donât expect Michael Stone Entertainment Inc. will be sending me on any immediate auditions. The agency doesnât owe me any money and Violet and I arenât chatty.â I narrowed my eyes. âWhatâs up?â
âIâd rather tell you in person.â
âHas he decided to drop me as a client?â
Silence.
âIâll take that as a yes.â I wondered if Sasha had pressed him to do so or if heâd decided I was, as I suspected, washed up in this town. Not that it mattered. Deep in my heart, I knew it was time to break clean with my ex, but that didnât mean Iâd make it easy for him. My days of rolling over were, well, over. âIf he wants to release me as a client, heâll have to track me down, because Iâm not going to make first contact or open any of his e-mails. The least he can do is tell me in person.â
âEvieââ
âListen, Nic. I know I havenât been myself lately, but thatâs a good thing, trust me.â A headache needled behind my eyes. âJust now Iâm exhausted. How about you and Jayne come over tomorrow night? Weâll have drinks and catch up.â
âWeâll bring the margaritas.â
âSwell.â
âIâll let Jayne know youâre home safe. You get some rest.â
âThanks, Nic. Thanks for caring.â
âThatâs what friends do.â
She signed off without any smooches or sappy goodbyes. I wasnât insulted. Nic wasnât the sappy sort. Jayne was another specimen altogether. If I called her now, sheâd keep me on the phone for an hour, fussing and spouting New Age gibberish regarding fate and destiny. Nic, bless her soul, was saving me from a woo-woo lecture. At least for now.
I massaged my temples and contemplated calling my dad. It had been a while since weâd spoken. Not that that was unusual. The Parishes were minimalists when it came to communication. Iâm pretty sure weâre listed in the dictionary under dysfunctional.
Still, I couldnât get over the fact that, after twenty years as a bank president, Dad had snubbed retirement and Mom and bought a tavern. Heâd never been a barfly. Although he enjoyed the occasional beer, the man could nurse a can of Bud for an hour. It had to be a life crisis. I could sympathize. I wanted to sympathize. But if I called him, Iâd have to call Mom. Otherwise, sheâd hear about it and accuse me of taking sides.
My parents had split up just before my cruise, for reasons I still didnât understand. Neither of them wanted to talk about it, which was normal since it was a private matter and they never talked about emotional issues. My brother, Christopher, who lived near our parents, assured me heâd âfix it.â
I decided to wait until tomorrow, until I had more energy, before touching base on the home front. If something were terribly wrong, one of them would have called. Maybe.
I pushed my ex and my family from my mind and concentrated on my new job. Sitting straighter, I dialed the number
William K. Klingaman, Nicholas P. Klingaman
John McEnroe;James Kaplan