hour. Brilliant! And someone had the wit to sign you up for language psychology so that you could come up with that , Leo dear.
Three minutes later
Re:
Do you know what you want?
Thirty seconds later
Re:
Yes.
Forty seconds later
Re:
What?
Fifty seconds later
Re:
You. (For a coffee.) ((As you can see, even I have mastered the art of the parenthesis.))
Thirty seconds later
Re:
Why?
One minute later
Re:
Because Iâm doing the same thing as you, although it seems you can only admit it to yourself, open parenthesis, and me, close parenthesis, when youâre drunk.
Forty seconds later
Re:
And what would that be?
Thirty seconds later
Re:
Being interested in you.
Forty seconds later
Re:
Yes, dear Emmi. No but, no full stop, no parentheses. Just a plain and uncomplex âyes.â Correct, well spotted. I am interested in you.
One minute later
Re:
Splendid, Leo dear. In that case I think all requirements for a second visit to the coffeehouse have been fulfilled. Three oâclock?
Twenty seconds later
Re:
Yes. Open parenthesis. Exclamation mark. Exclamation mark. Close parenthesis. Three oâclock.
CHAPTER SIX
Around midnight
Subject: You
Dear Leo,
This time Iâll do the thanking (first). Thank you for this afternoon. Thank you for allowing me to peep through the narrow chinks into your closets full of feelings. What I saw has convinced me that youâre the same person who writes to me. I recognized you, Leo. I recognized you again. Youâre the same person. Youâre one and the same. Youâre real. I like you very much! Sleep well.
Twenty minutes later
Re:
Dear Emmi,
Thereâs a particular point on the palm of my left hand, roughly in the middle, where the life line is crossed by deep creases and turns down toward the artery. I look at it, but I canât see it. I stare at it but I canât pin it down. I can only feel it. I can feel it when I close my eyes too. A point. Itâs such a strong feeling that it makes me dizzy. When I concentrate on it, I sense it extending through my body as far as my toes. It tingles, it tickles, it warms me, it churns my insides. It boosts my circulation, it governs my pulse, it determines the speed of my heartbeat. And in my head it intoxicates me like a drug, expanding my consciousness, broadening my horizons. A point. I could laugh with joy, because it makes me feel so good. I could weep tears of happiness, happiness at possessing it and being seized and filled by it to the very tips of my fingers.
Dear Emmi, in a certain café this afternoonâit must have been at around four oâclockâsomething happened on my left palm where this point is. My hand was reaching for a glass of water. The lissom fingers of another, softer hand came toward it; they tried to stop, tried to get out of the way, tried to avoid the collision. They almost succeeded. Almost. For a millisecond the soft tip of a finger breezing past rested on the palm of my hand as it reached for the glass. There was a delicate contact. I have stored it away. Nobody can take it from me. I can feel you. I recognize you. I recognize you again. Youâre the same person. Youâre one and the same. You are my point. Sleep well.
Ten minutes later
Re:
Leo!!! That was so lovely! Where do you learn stuff like that? Now I need a whisky. Donât let me bother you. Feel free to go to bed. And donât forget your point. I recommend you close your fist around it, to keep it safe.
Fifty minutes later
Subject: Three whiskies and me
Dear Leo,
We stayed up a while and talked about you, the physical you. (âWeâ being me and three small whiskies.) It occurred to the first whisky and myself that when youâre in my presence youâre at pains to keep your words, gestures, and expressions in check. The first whisky, who knew me quite well, said you didnât need to do this. (Unfortunately that oneâs long gone.) The second whisky,
Mari Carr and Jayne Rylon