her dad into a gurney, and then refused to let Gaia ride along with her own father.
It seemed like such a cruel coincidence, but there he was, standing there in his rumpled, off-duty attire: filthy beige corduroys, a stained white oxford shirt, and a tattered black messenger bag over his shoulder. There he was, ordering some beverage with a ten-word description and a Rice Krispie Treat. At 8:00 in the morning. Disgusting.
Ed suddenly faded off into the periphery of outer space as Gaia followed the man with narrowed eyes. Her blood began to boil as images of her fatherâs limp frame being strapped to that gurney began to invade her mind. She could still feel this bastardâs pudgy hands holding her back from the ambulance, denying her the most basic right to stay as close to her father as possible, to hold his hand as this whole pathetic course of events began.
What the hell was he doing at Starbucks? At this Starbucks? Right now? Could it be a simple coincidence? She supposed St. Vincentâs hospital wasnât that far from here, only seven or eight blocks away. He could just be getting his morning latte before starting his shiftâbeforestarting another day of being egregiously insensitive to other victims and their freaked-out relatives. Maybe he lived around here?
But how often did the coincidences in Gaiaâs life turn out to be coincidences?
She could think of two other possibilities, as she watched him lumber over to the milk-and-sugar counter:
Though she was not particularly religious, this could be a sign from God. A sign that, like most signs from God, was meant to induce guilt. In this case, to slap a lazy-minded daughter in the face and remind her that while she was sitting here making goo-goo eyes at her boyfriend and bitching and moaning about Jake the Jock, her father was still out there somewhere, waiting for her to find him.
It was no coincidence. He was there for a reasonâto check up on Gaia. Somehow, some way, due to a series of circumstances that made absolutely no sense. . . he was one of them.
But that theory seemed just about as far-fetched as they came. How could St. Vincentâs hospital be involved in her fatherâs disappearance? Unless the ambulance hadnât come from St. Vincentâs? But that made no sense either because the ambulance had taken him to St. Vincentâs. So what could it be? How could this disgusting, obnoxious, poorly trained ambulance schlub be part of some massive conspiracy to kidnap Gaiaâs fatherand put him out of commission? How could he be a part-time ambulance driver/part-time spy?
Youâre going crazy, thatâs how. Why donât you just head off to Texas and figure out who killed J.F.K. while youâre at it. Heâs an EMT guy getting coffee before work, and heâs the last person you wanted to see today. Thatâs it. He canât do a damn thing for you.
He probably came here every morning for coffee. Gaia, of course, would never know, as she avoided the Astor Place Starbucks morning rush like the place was crawling with lepers.
Just take it as a sign, Gaia. Thatâs all it is. Just a sign for you to get moving and find your father.
âGaia?â Ed barked, waving his hand in Gaiaâs face. âDonât make me say your name again. And donât make me say âEarth to Gaia.â You have no idea how tired I am of saying âEarth to Gaia.ââ
She glanced back at Ed and caught the surprising amount of sadness and defeat in his eyes. And for a moment, it hit her. Hadnât she just been in the middle of apologizing for ignoring him? Wasnât that the little bit of real life that had been happening here before Pock-mark had walked in? What a brilliant way to follow up an apology for ignoring Ed: Ignore him again.
âIâm sorry, Ed. Iâm really sorry.â
Ed shook his head hopelessly. âGaia, we really need to talk. Big time.â
âI know,