And because I had failed her, our colony had lost another member.
With only fourteen people left, it was hard not to wonder if we were all as fragile as her. And if so, who would be next?
CHAPTER 6
A nanias was the first to wake, shortly before sunrise. When he saw Griffin, Alice, and me, he nudged Eleanor. The five of us encircled the body of Guardian Lora.
Eleanor turned away from her dead grandmother, and Ananias wrapped her in a tight hug. She buried her face in his hair.
Alice rubbed her tired eyes. âWe should release Lora to the water.â With the storm over, her voice sounded loud and intrusive.
Eleanor stepped back and dried her eyes with her tunic. âWe should wait for the Guardians to arrive first.â
âThere isnât time. She died just after you fell asleep. I overheard the Guardians say that bodies must be released to the water within a half day of passing.â
âYou
overheard
this?â
Alice shrugged. She had an uncanny knack of overhearing all sorts of thingsâmore than the rest of us put together. Some of the Guardians even accused her of spying, though she always denied it.
âWell, then,â said Eleanor, âwe should carry Guardian Lora to the water and offer a blessing for safe passage.â
Alice stood and waited for the others to help her.
âSomeone needs to stay here, Alice.â Eleanor tilted her head toward Rose and Dennis, who were still fast asleep. âTheyâll wake up soon, and need reassuring.â
âSo stay here and reassure them.â
âNo. Releasing Guardian Loraâs body is something Apprentices should do.â
âWell, there are only two of you, so youâre going to need help. Anyway, you think I canât toss a dead body into the water?â
Eleanor gasped. âThis is our grandmother, remember.â
âBelieve me, I rememberâhow much she hated me, criticized me. Truly, how can anyone be so mean?â
Eleanor raised her hand. âPlease donât disrespect the dead. I can see youâve been awake for most of the night. It mustâve been difficult, but you canât let tiredness cloud your judgment now.â She spoke so calmly, so reasonably, that there was no way for Alice to protest.
I signed to Griffin that I needed him to stay behind and explain to Rose and Dennis what had happened. It was like he didnât even see me. Still, as long as he was around, they would know we hadnât abandoned them.
We picked up Loraâs body together, one of us at each limb. Ananias was stronger than meâwith powerful arms and wide shouldersâbut not much taller, so he and I took her legs. Lora was so light that none of us struggled. Hard to imagine such a frail body could have endured year after year of storms.
We carried Lora up the worn stone steps and along the road to the shore. To the east, the sun was rising above Hatteras Island. I couldnât see through the glare, but I knew the Guardians would be coming for us soon.
How would I explain to them what had happened during the night?
We waded into the sound and let Loraâs body float beside us. Eleanor offered thanks for Loraâs years of companionship, and expressed hope for the afterlife. Ananias didnât speak, but he held Eleanorâs hand throughout, and pulled her close when she choked on her words. Alice just stared at her grandmother, eyes dulled by anger and distrust.
Eleanor finished, and we let Lora go. Her body bobbed gently in the post-storm calm.
While the others headed for shore, I stayed and watched her drift farther into the sound. I studied her closed eyes, the way the lines etched into her forehead had smoothed out, making her seem younger again. She had indeed tested me, but it was a matter of life and death, not a trap.
Why hadnât I woken the others?
I heard someone pushing against the water, rejoining me. âDid you get any sleep at all?â Ananias asked