gesture. âYou make me feel like a little girl againâreciting my first lesson.â She forced the words out: â âHumans must never submit to animals.â â A dry sob shook her. In a low voice, she said: âIâve been so lonely.â
âIt should be one of the tests,â the old woman said. âHumans are almost always lonely. Now summon the boy. Heâs had a long, frightening day. But heâs had time to think and remember, and I must ask the other questions about these dreams of his.â
Jessica nodded, went to the door of the Meditation Chamber, opened it. âPaul, come in now, please.â
Paul emerged with a stubborn slowness. He stared at his mother as though she were a stranger. Wariness veiled his eyes when he glanced at the Reverend Mother, but this time he nodded to her, the nod one gives an equal. He heard his mother close the door behind him.
âYoung man,â the old woman said, âletâs return to this dream business.â
âWhat do you want?â
âDo you dream every night?â
âNot dreams worth remembering. I can remember every dream, but some are worth remembering and some arenât.â
âHow do you know the difference?â
âI just know it.â
The old woman glanced at Jessica, back to Paul. âWhat did you dream last night? Was it worth remembering?â
âYes.â Paul closed his eyes. âI dreamed a cavern . . . and water . . . and a girl thereâvery skinny with big eyes. Her eyes are all blue, no whites in them. I talk to her and tell her about you, about seeing the Reverend Mother on Caladan.â Paul opened his eyes.
âAnd the thing you tell this strange girl about seeing me, did it happen today?â
Paul thought about this, then: âYes. I tell the girl you came and put a stamp of strangeness on me.â
âStamp of strangeness,â the old woman breathed, and again she shot a glance at Jessica, returned her attention to Paul. âTell me truly now, Paul, do you often have dreams of things that happen afterward exactly as you dreamed them?â
âYes. And Iâve dreamed about that girl before.â
âOh? You know her?â
âI will know her.â
âTell me about her.â
Again, Paul closed his eyes. âWeâre in a little place in some rocks where itâs sheltered. Itâs almost night, but itâs hot and I can see patches of sand out of an opening in the rocks. Weâre. . . waiting for something . . . for me to go meet some people. And sheâs frightened but trying to hide it from me, and Iâm excited. And she says: âTell me about the waters of your homeworld, Usul.â â Paul opened his eyes. âIsnât that strange? My homeworldâs Caladan. Iâve never even heard of a planet called Usul.â
âIs there more to this dream?â Jessica prompted.
âYes. But maybe she was calling me Usul,â Paul said. âI just thought of that.â Again, he closed his eyes. âShe asks me to tell her about the waters. And I take her hand. And I say Iâll tell her a poem. And I tell her the poem, but I have to explain some of the wordsâlike beach and surf and seaweed and seagulls.â
âWhat poem?â the Reverend Mother asked.
Paul opened his eyes. âItâs just one of Gurney Halleckâs tone poems for sad times.â
Behind Paul, Jessica began to recite:
âI remember salt smoke from a beach fire
And shadows under the pinesâ
Solid, clean . . . fixedâ
Seagulls perched at the tip of land,
White upon green . . .
And a wind comes through the pines
To sway the shadows;
The seagulls spread their wings,
Lift
And fill the sky with screeches.
And I hear the wind
Blowing across our beach,
And the surf,
And I see that our fire
Has scorched the seaweed.â
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âThatâs the one,â Paul said.
The old woman stared at