think we ought to go see . . .â Jonesy hesitates. â. . . see Douglas, then probably we should. Itâs been too long.â
âYour appointmentâs there, isnât he?â
âUh-huh.â
âOkay. Iâll look for you at ten on Saturday. Hey, maybe weâll take the Scout. Give it a run. How would that be?â
âThat would be terrific.â
Henry laughs. âCarla still makin your lunch, Jonesy?â
âShe is.â Jonesy looks toward his briefcase.
âWhat you got today? Tuna fish?â
âEgg salad.â
âMmm-mmm. Okay, Iâm out of here. SSDD, right?â
âSSDD,â Jonesy agrees. He canât call their old friend by his right name in front of a student, but SSDD is all right. âTalk to you lââ
âAnd take care of yourself. I mean it. â The emphasis in Henryâs voice is unmistakable, and a little scary. But before Jonesy can respond (and what he would say with Defuniak sitting in the corner, watching and listening, he doesnât know), Henry is gone.
Jonesy looks at the phone thoughtfully for a moment, then hangs up. He flips a page on his desk calendar, and on Saturday he crosses out Drinks at Dean Jacobsonâs house and writes Beg offâgoing to Derry with Henry to see D. But this is an appointment he will not keep. By Saturday, Derry and his old friends will be the furthest things from his mind.
Jonesy pulls in a deep breath, lets it out, and transfers his attention to his troublesome eleven-oâclock. The kid shifts uncomfortably in his chair. He has a pretty good idea why heâs been summoned here, Jonesy guesses.
âSo, Mr. Defuniak,â he says. âYouâre from Maine, according to your records.â
âUh, yeah. Pittsfield. Iââ
âYour records also say that youâre here on scholarship, and that youâve done well.â
The kid, he sees, is actually a lot more than worried. The kid is on the verge of tears. Christ, but this is hard. Jonesy has never had to accuse a student of cheating before, but he supposes this wonât be the last time. He only hopes it doesnât happen too often. Because this is hard, what Beaver would call a fuckarow.
âMr. DefuniakâDavidâdo you know what happens to scholarships if the students holding them are caught cheating? On a mid-term exam, let us say?â
The kid jerks as if a hidden prankster under his chair has just triggered a low-voltage electrical charge into one of his skinny buttocks. Now his lips are trembling and the first tear, oh God, there it goes down his unshaven boyâs cheek.
âI can tell you,â Jonesy says. âSuch scholarships evaporate. Thatâs what happens to them. Poof, and gone into thin air.â
âIâIââ
There is a folder on Jonesyâs desk. He opens it and takes out a European History mid-term, one of those multiple-choice monstrosities upon which the Department, in its great unwisdom, insists. Written on top of this one, in the black strokes of an IBM pencil (âMake sure your marks are heavy and unbroken, and if you need to erase, erase completelyâ), is the name DAVID DEFUNIAK .
âIâve reviewed your course-work, David; Iâve re-scanned your paper on feudalism in France during theMiddle Ages; Iâve even been through your transcripts. You havenât exhibited brilliance, but youâve done okay. And Iâm aware that youâre simply satisfying a requirement hereâyour real interests donât lie in my field, do they?â
Defuniak shakes his head mutely. The tears gleam on his cheeks in that untrustworthy mid-March sunlight.
Thereâs a box of Kleenex on the corner of Jonesyâs desk, and he tosses it to the boy, who catches it easily even in his distress. Good reflexes. When youâre nineteen, all your wiring is still nice and tight, all your connections nice and
Reshonda Tate Billingsley