considered for that role, all right?â She smiled brightly and tapped the piece of paper that people had written their second choices on. I was desperate to mention about Hannah being my third choice but sheâd clearly finished with me. âCara, would you like to go up?â
There was only one set of steps to the stage so Cara and I had to pass each other. I donât know whether she was looking at me because I stared at the ground. My whole body was trembling, not with disappointment, but with anger. How was I supposed to know that the theatre stage was amplified? Iâm not a mind-reader. Why did she tell us about the stage being bigger if she didnât want us to project our voices? I felt like marching straight out of the hall, but I was too curious about Caraâs acting to leave without seeing it. Her friends were standing not far in front of me and I saw them whisper to each other behind their hands, and then turn round and look at me as though I was pathetic. Huh! How would they like it if I sniggered and smirked during their auditions. Some people are so mean.
âWhen youâre ready.â I saw Miss Pritchard sit up straighter and lean forwards.
I swallowed as Cara began. She didnât have a script either and the words just seemed to dance out of her mouth without any effort. She was doing a different speech from the one Iâd done. It was a bit where Amy was supposed to be practically laughing, and I had to admit it was clever the way Cara got the words out while seeming to laugh at the same time. Even so, it was a bit quiet. I could only just hear her from the back and she didnât move around very much, just used her shoulders and head and eyes. Then suddenly sheâd finished and the hall was filled with clapping. Everyone had burst into applause. Cara pretended to be embarrassed but then she practically skipped down the stairs and rushed over to her friends, who all patted her on the back and gave her hugs and told her how brilliant she was. Miss Pritchard was engrossed in writing on her notepad, so the room was full of chatter again.
âPhew! Thank goodness thatâs over!â said Cara, pretending to be exhausted as she smiled round at everyone. Her eyes caught mine and I saw a little mocking gleam in them.
âArenât you going to change your second choice to Susie Perkins, Georgie? I agree with Miss Pritchard, youâd be good at that.â
One or two of her friends turned away as though they were trying to hide their amusement, and it suddenly struck me that Cara was being sarcastic. My blood boiled. She didnât care about my feelings at all. She just wanted to put me down and make me look a fool.
âNo way am I changing my second choice,â I said in a hiss. âWhy would I want the stupid Susie Perkins part when Iâm easily good enough for Amy? How was I supposed to know that the stage is amplified?â I snapped.
She glared at me then. âWell no one else got up there and yelled out the words, did they?â
The fury inside me was bubbling.
âBut if the stage wasnât amplified, they wouldnât have been heard at the back.â
Caraâs face turned into one big sneer then. âItâs not a pantomime, Georgie. Itâs not all about loud voices and great big gestures, you know.â Then she tossed her stupid yellow curls and stalked off.
So did I. Right out of the building.
Chapter Four
All the way back to Hazeldean I talked myself into a red-hot temper. Great big gestures. Huh! What cheek! Cara made me sick. I did not do great big gestures⦠They were only small⦠Well okay, quite big, but thatâs because you have to exaggerate things on the stage. Itâs not like acting in a film. You canât be subtle or the audience wonât get it. And why werenât we told before about the stage being amplified? Itâs not fair on the Year Sevens. And especially not fair on me. I
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