crying out loud, a little girlâs daddy.
âSo,â he asked, âwhat brings you to Arlington?â
âI was looking for a change of pace,â she said vaguely.
âYouâre leaving Mercy Hospital, arenât you,â Lindsey said.
Susannah turned to the girl. Sheâd liked Lindsey when theyâd met in the front yard that afternoon. She liked anyone MacKenzie approved of, since MacKenzie tended to be quite selective in bestowing his approval. The moment Lindsey had caught Mac and scooped him off the ground, the cat had sighed and snuggled into her arms, melting into a purring ball of fuzzâhis signal to Susannah that the kid was okay.
The kid was a little less okay right now. Sheâd brought up the one subject Susannah really didnât want to talk about: her acting career.
She was going to have to talk about it. Sooner or later, people were going to recognize her. She could introduce herself as Sue Dawsonâor Mary Smith or Sally Jones or Hazel Berrybush, for that matterâbut anyone who watched TV or read showbiz magazines was going to realize she was Susannah Dawson, the onetime star of the top-rated TV show Mercy Hospital.
Lindsey was staring at her, her eyes wide and glistening with curiosity, or maybe awe. Susannah had to say something. âIâve already left the show,â she murmured, infusing her voice with a note of finality.
âSee?â Lindsey swung toward her father. âI told you she was a famous actress! I told you! I canât believe sheâs living right next door to us! This is so exciting!â She turned back to Susannah, who felt her appetite slipping away. âI love that show! Itâs the best show on TV. I thought you were great in it. I read you were leaving the show, and Dr. Lee Davis was going to be written out during the May sweeps. I donât know why you left, except that now youâre here and thatâs so incredibly cool.â
âWellâ¦â She wished Toby would bail her out, steer his daughter in another direction, talk some more about the appalling increase in pediatric asthma cases over the past decade. But why would he? He was probably just as fascinated by her career as Lindsey was. People always thought working on a television series was more exciting than it actually was, more glamorous, more stimulating. He was probably just as curious as Lindsey to learn why Susannah Dawson had abandoned the show and transported herself all the way across the country in an effort to get as far from that whole scene as she could. She couldnât expect him to stifle his daughter.
âI was looking for a change,â she said again.
âBut itâs the most popular show on TV,â Lindsey said. âAnd I bet you made gazillions of dollars, and people all over the world watched you every week. Plus, you got to kiss Lucien Rocheââ
And an unfortunate experience that was, Susannah thought bitterly, although she didnât say so. She hadnât fled from Mercy Hospital with the intention of badmouthing everyone else connected to the show. The producers still wanted her writing scripts for them, which was generous of them and a wonderful opportunity for her. As for the actorsâ¦they were doing their jobs, and sheâd made the choice to do that job for many, many years. She took responsibility for her life, the way sheâd lived it then and the way she hoped to live it now. She wasnât going to put down anyone else.
âIâd die if I could be a TV star,â Lindsey gushed.
âI bet itâs so much fun, having all those people fussing all over you all the time, and making all that money just by pretending to be someone else.â
âObviously, Ms. Dawson decided sheâd rather do something else,â Toby interrupted, gently but firmly. He had rescued Susannah from his daughterâs inquisitiveness after all.
She sent him a grateful look. His smile