kid. You should be thankful that sheâs alive and well and creating havoc in your life. Iâd bet Charlie Scott would tell you that youâre one lucky SOB.
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Two hours later, after consuming his third beer and falling asleep in front of the TV, J.D. woke, gathered up his shoes, jacket, and holster, and headed down the hall. He paused outside of Zoeâs closed door. He knocked softly. She didnât respond. He turned the doorknob and to his surprise found the door unlocked. He eased open the door and peered inside the semidark room. With her hair still damp from her recent shower and wearing an oversized Jeff Gordon NASCAR sweatshirt, she lay asleep atop the covers.
J.D. slipped into the room, freed one hand from the load he was carrying, and then drew the folded bedspread up and over his daughter. He stood there for a few minutes and watched his little girl sleep. In the looks department, sheâd gotten the best of Carrie and him. Actually, she looked a lot like J.D.âs sister Julia.
Iâm sorry Iâm not a better father. Iâm sorry that I never knew you existed. Iâm doing the best I can, kiddo. I promise that Iâll try not to screw things up too bad.
He reached down and ran his fingertips across her forehead, brushing aside a strand of long black hair.
You deserve better than me, Zoe. But youâre stuck with me. Like it or not, Iâm your dad.
Chapter 3
For most of her lifeâcertainly after the car wreck that had claimed her motherâs life when she was sixâAudrey had enjoyed a close bond with Tamâs parents, Geraldine and Willie Mullins. Geraldine was the type of mother every little girl should haveâloving, caring, attentive, putting her childâs needs before her own. A mother to her child, not a girlfriend. Tam had been raised with a strict set of rules and regulations, but at the same time her parents had trusted her completely.
âI trust Tam to always do the right thing,â Geraldine had said. âAnd until she proves to me that I canât trust her, I will always believe what she tells me is the truth.â
Audrey was pretty sure that Tamâs parents felt that she had never disappointed them. Sheâd been salutatorian of her high school graduating class, graduated magna cum laude from UT, and had gone on to graduate first in her class at the police academy. Although Geraldine would have preferred her daughter choose a less dangerous profession, Willie had been a very proud papa when his only child chose to follow in his footsteps and join the CPD. Willie had worked his way up the ladder from patrolman to chief of police.
Audrey envied her best friend her parents and the nurturing environment in which she had grown up. And even if they had known about Tamâs one and only fall from grace, they would have forgiven her and not loved her any less. Audreyâs earliest memories were of her parents arguing. Wayne Sherrodâs job as a Chattanooga policeman had come first with him. His wife and daughter had come in a distant second. Why the bubbly, sweet-natured social butterfly Norma Colton had married a stoic, cynical, hard-nosed cop, no one understood, least of all Audrey. Maybe it had been nothing more than opposites attracting.
She had always believed that if sheâd been a boy, her father would have paid more attention to her. And that theory, one she had formed early on, had been proven correct when his second wife had presented him with a son. From the moment he was born, Blake had been the center of Wayneâs life, even more important to him than his job.
She had been jealous of her baby brother and had sometimes resented him terribly. But she had also loved him. Blake had been so sweet, so adorable, so very precious. When, a month before his second birthday, he had disappearedâassumed kidnappedâshe had been consumed with guilt. Had it been her fault in some way because she had resented that