metropolises with floating buildings, exotic villages with gilded minarets, old-fashioned hamlets with leaning three-story half-timber buildings. You had to look hard to see any people in them, but they were there, silhouetted in windows, obscured in shadows, living out their tiny lives. Her school notebooks and binders, and at one point even her jeans, were covered in these sketches, and more than once, sheâd lost an entire class period to daydreaming about what it would be like to live in one of those places, to be somewhere else living in some other body.
Her mother had tried to get her to stop drawing countless times.
âYou have to stop wrecking your pants,â sheâd say. âWeâre not made of money. It makes you look grubby to have all that scribbling on your thighs.â
But Heidi couldnât stop, especially after sheâd discovered the wonder of the Pigma Micron during her freshman year. With it, she wasnât just drawing. She was becoming the lines, dancing on whatever surface sheâd chosen, drinking in the blackness of the ink until she was nothing but what she unspooled from her imagination. It was the only time she ever felt like her hands and mind and body and soul were all working together on the same thing.
That year, sheâd made a sketch a day, keeping them in a stack in the family room. One day while she was at school, the stack disappeared. She asked her mom, who was organizing the spice cabinet, if sheâd seen it.
âWhat, those sketches?â She clicked a jar of pepper and one of paprika down on the counter. âI recycled them. Iâm sorry. We just have so much art from you, Heidi. You canât save it all. And I have to say, I know you like your drawings, but itâs time to realize you donât have time forthat anymore. Doodling is taking time away from the things you need to be doing, like thinking about where you want to go to college and what you want to do with your life. The art â it just isnât practical.â
âCome on.â Megan interrupted Heidiâs memory. âJust let me look.â
Heidi slid the napkin toward her and took another bite of chili. She forgot to blow on it and scorched the roof of her mouth.
âHey, not bad, but you forgot something crucial,â Megan said. She drew an extravagant handlebar mustache on Heidiâs portrait. âDid I ever tell you about my cousin?â
âThe one who goes to Brown?â
âNo. That cousin is pretty much a perfect specimen of humanity. Heâs even hotter than Vincent Lionheart, and I would marry him if I lived in one of the twenty-five states where that sort of thing is legal. My other cousin. The one who sings on cruise ships.â
Heidi smiled at the mention of Vincent Lionheart. Sheâd just bought Meganâs Christmas present, a limited-edition deluxe action figure of the movie vampire Megan had coveted ever since they saw him at Undead Con. He even had hand-painted facial features, a houndstooth blazer, and miniature lace-up wing tips.
âI donât think youâve talked about that cousin.â
She hasnât. Iâd remember that .
âShe once messed up really bad at her high school talent show,â Megan said. âShe and her best friend were doing their two-headed farm-girl act. They were inside a pair of giant overalls together ââ
If I was a farmer, Iâd be an egg farmer because everyone there gets laid.
Heidi shushed Jerome.
âNo, itâs a good story,â Megan said. âI promise.â
âNo, not you. I was ⦠never mind.â
âWere you having another one of your Earth-to-Heidi moments?â Megan said. âYou have that look on your face again.â
The look was slack-mouthed and vacant, like sheâd just come back from getting a cavity filled. Heidi tried to tighten up her expression. âThat doesnât sound that embarrassing. Not like
Debby Herbenick, Vanessa Schick