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home, he could at least be working on his comic collection.
Spider-Man
was complete, save for issue fourteen, the first appearance of Green Goblin. It was the early issues of
The Hulk
that were proving most difficult to locate.
    It was insane, utterly insane, to be seeking out old comic books with the world on the brink, but it was the only thing in his life that wasn’t depressing and seemingly hopeless.
    Oliver started when Five began to speak aloud. He still wasn’t used to the gurgling, hissing sound of his voice, so unlike the telepathic version.
    “All of that effort, just to move paper with colorful pictures into closer proximity to you. That’s all you’re doing, really.”
    “I’m not going to argue with you. I honestly don’t care what you think of my behavior.”
    “Of course you do,” the Luyten said. “You used to play online poker. You were very good, weren’t you?”
    “I was very good.” Oliver tried to control his rising impatience.
    “Now you collect comics. Why is that, do you think?”
    “Because poker takes other people, and without satellites I don’t have access to other good players.” He rubbed his eyes; he was tired, even though he was getting plenty of sleep. “Besides that, it takes energy. It taxes your cognitive resources. When I’m not working, I’m too tired, mentally and emotionally, for poker. There’s no thinking involved in collecting comic books.”
    “No, there’s certainly not. A child could do it.”
    Oliver poked at something caught between his teeth. “A child could do it. Yes. Provided he had a decent income.”
    The comment made him think of Kai, of the decision awaiting him when he got home. If he adopted Kai, they could collect comics together. He could teach Kai to play poker; that might inject him with fresh enthusiasm for the game.
    Was it foolish, to consider adopting a thirteen-year-old boy? He couldn’t imagine sitting Kai down to talk about sex, or disciplining him if he did something wrong. How did you even discipline a thirteen-year-old? His own upbringing would be no help on that front; his parents had met at an Asperger’s clinic, where they were both undergoing outpatient treatment.
    Maybe all of it was moot. How much time did they have left, realistically? A year? He should adopt Kai, and let the kid eat ice cream for dinner every night, if that’s what he wanted to do.
    “Do you want to know why you really collect comic books?”
    Oliver groaned. “I’m not the one who tortured you. I have been nothing but civil to you. Why are you so hostile?
    “I’m not being hostile. I’m just passing time.”
    Until that night, when the people in charge had tired of Oliver’s inability to get Five to tell him anything useful, their conversations had been relatively polite. Certainly not warm, but polite. Two emissaries, on opposite sides of their species’ struggle to the death, discussing the situation in even tones.
    “Do you want to know?” Five asked.
    Oliver didn’t answer. Five knew he didn’t want to know, that he was sick to death of having his mind cut open and pinned to a piece of cardboard, but Oliver knew Five would ignore this, because that was the game.
    “You collect comic books because you harbor an infantile desire for the superheroes to be real. You want the Hulk, Spider-Man, and the Silver Surfer to come and save you. To save your kind. Even a cowboy on a white horse would do.”
    Go ahead, Oliver thought, pluck the name of the cowboy on the white horse out of my head. Only it’s not a white horse, it’s a silver horse. The hat is white.
    “The Lone Ranger,” Five said.
    “Yes, I’m waiting for the Lone Ranger to save me.” Oliver had never actually
watched
that ancient show, but that was beside the point.
    “No one is coming to save you.”
    Oliver looked at his fingernails. Had he remembered to pack nail clippers when the security contingent showed up at his house and told him to pack? Hopefully they’d been in