now thereâs something else, probably something benign, and when you put the two together you get the reaction we got. So itâs milk plus X. We just donât know what X is. It could be anything in the yoghurt I gave her. Flavourings, colourings â the usual stuff. So weâre trying them out. Till we find out, she has to keep off real milk. Itâs back to soya and rice substitutes.â
Her shoulders had sagged and Shaw had guessed she was thinking about the first few months of Franâs life â the endless vigilance required to make sure a small child didnât ingest anything containing milk.
He hugged her too hard. âOK.â
âHandsome,â sheâd said then, nodding back at the picture. âInnocent.â
âInteresting word,â said Shaw, adding shadow beneath the broad chin. âWhy innocent?â
âItâs a presumption â the dead are innocent, arenât they?â
Theyâd chatted for a while over fresh coffees before going to bed. An hour together before the day began. When Shaw had walked back into the café to retrieve the sketches at dawn heâd stopped six feet from them, aware that heâd recreated someone who had once been alive. The face of this man who had died so violently looked at him over the twenty-eight years separating that last terrifying moment from this one.
âAll you need is a name,â said Shaw out loud. Then heâd held out his hands, as if pleading before a jury, laughing at himself. âAnd justice.â
And now, sitting in Max Warrenâs office, he looked again at the sketch. The adrenaline of the murder inquiry had dispelled all tiredness, despite the lack of sleep, but he did feel that nauseous buzz, his blood rushing with the effects of several doses of strong coffee.
He handed the frontal view to Valentine, who took it, then held it out at armâs length.
âGet it out for me, George. Usual suspects â TV, radio, Lynn News . Weâll give it twenty-four hours and if nothing bites, letâs go for posters â five hundred will do.â
Valentine pushed his bottom lip forward. âReckon the Old Man will pay up? Posters cost a fortune.â
In the outer office Max Warren was finishing his dictation.
âHe wonât know until itâs too late,â said Shaw, flicking over the sketch pad to work on the side view.
Valentine rubbed his eyes, feeling a gritty resistance. He hadnât slept after leaving St Jamesâs either. It wasnât that he hadnât wanted to â heâd walked into South Lynn by the towpath until heâd reached the ruins of Whitefriars Abbey, then turned into the network of streets in which heâd been born, married and widowed, and where he still lived. The cemetery in which theyâd found their victims that night was less than half a mile away. Heâd considered returning there, but thought better of it. Instead, heâd walked to the church of All Saints and stood before his wifeâs headstone:
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JULIE ANNE VALENTINE
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1955â1993
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Asleep
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The stone was mottled with moss and the inscription partly obscured by the charity lapel stickers heâd stuck on it. He added wood green animal shelter, thinking how, like him, sheâd hated dogs. It always annoyed him, that cloying euphemism â Asleep. He wondered whoâd chosen it, because it hadnât been him. But then heâd walked through her death, and the funeral, as if it had all been happening to someone else.
On the corner of Greenland Street heâd stopped outside an old shop. His house was in sight, but he often lost the will to go home at this precise point. The old shopâs double doors were glass and curved gracefully. Within was a second door, with a fanlight, from which shone a green light. And a sign hung from a hook up against the glass. Chinese characters, but ones that Valentine could
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