purse on the counter and tucked her dark hair behind her ears that she was bracing for the worst. Ever since theyâd heard that the Cadillac had been found, theyâd been expecting bad news. âWhatâs happening?â she asked. âDid the police turn up some piece of evidence orââ
âNot that Iâve heard.â
Her eyebrows knitted, creasing her forehead. âThen what?â
He wished he didnât have to burden her with the worries he faced. He was used to shouldering them on his own. In some ways, he preferred it. She wasnât part of the incident that had defined so much of his life. But when heâd married her, heâd promised he wouldnât shut her out. From anything, even this. âMadelineâs hired a private investigator.â
She urged him into a kitchen chair where she began to massage his shoulders. âThat might not be such a big deal,â she said. âThis case is getting so old itâd be tough for anyone to crack. And there arenât a lot of competent P.I.s out there.â
Clay frowned. âThis guy has quite a reputation.â
âHow do you know?â
âGrace did some checking. One of the attorneys she used to work with is from California and has used him in the past.â
Her hands stilled. âSo he has a background in criminal investigation?â
âAccording to what Grace learned, he was originally a cop. He moved into the private sector when he realized he could find just about anything, and that there were folks whoâd pay for his skills.â
âGreat,â she said sarcastically. âSo whatâs his specialty? Next youâre going to say men whoâve been missing from small towns in Mississippi for twenty years.â
Clay rolled his neck. âActually, I think heâs traced more assets than people.â
âSo why would he come here?â
âHe seems to take on anything that interests him.â
She started to massage again. âWeâll get through it,â she murmured.
She said that about every challenge; her attitude made life easier. âIâm glad I found you,â he said, kissing her hand. The past didnât intrude quite so much when Allie was around. But he knew itâd never go away entirely. That was one of the reasons heâd been so reluctant to get involved with her. It wasnât fair to bring such a dark secret into a marriage, to burden a spouse with the fear of its discovery or the task of keeping it safe.
âWe were meant for each other,â she said.
He closed his eyes, enjoying her ministrations despite the anxiety humming through him.
âWhat will you do?â she asked.
Heâd been considering that ever since heâd heard the news. âIâm not sure thereâs anything I can do.â
âYou could call Maddy, talk her out of it.â
âThat might hold her off for a while, but her desire to know is too strong, especially since they found the Cadillac. Sheâd break down and hire him next month or the month after, even if I talk her out of doing it right now.â
âI donât think so,â Allie said. âShe listens to you. Youâre the big brother whose shoes no one else can fill.â
If his stepsister knew the truth, she wouldnât admirehim half as much. As a matter of fact, sheâd never be able to forgive him. It was all so complicated. If Madeline ever learned what really happened, sheâd lose more than her relationship with him, his mother, Grace, even their youngest sister, Molly, who lived in New York City.
âShe sounds as if sheâs finished with Kirk,â he mused, changing the subject.
âAnd youâre disappointed.â
He twisted to look up at her. âYouâre not?â
She gave him a wry smile. âI like Kirk, too. But we need to stay out of it. Madeline has to do what she thinks is best.â
âHow do you know