happened was in another lifetime. Like Iâve told Grace over and over, thatâs all behind us now. Why wonât anyone let me forget and enjoy whatâs left of my life?â
âYouâre happy settling for a married man?â he asked. âA man who can only see you on the sly? Who canât acknowledge you in public?â
âHe treats me better than any man ever has!â she spat, her eyes sparking in a rare display of temper. âLook at this lovely robe he gave me. Look at this place. Finally, Iâm in love with someone who loves me back, someone who knows how to treat a woman.â
Clay hated the guilt that welled up inside him when he thought of his mother being satisfied with so little. It was largely his fault sheâd gone through what she had during the past two decades. If only heâd done as sheâd told him that night and stayed home with Grace and Molly. But heâd been sixteen years oldâtoo innocent to conceive of the possibilities, too young to understand the threat hismother had begun to sense. âMom, itâd ruin him if anyone found out about the two of you. Heâs the chief of police, for Godâs sake!â
âNo oneâs going to find out.â
âYou donât know that. How long do you think you can sneak around before someone begins to suspect? To watch you more closely? Grace and I guessed the truth, didnât we?â
âDid you tell Molly?â
âNo.â Fortunately, his youngest sister had moved away when she went to college and never returned to Stillwater. They heard from her oftenâshe also came to visit two or three times a yearâbut more than any of them, sheâd managed to put the past behind her.
âWell, even if you didnât tell her, I bet Grace did,â she said.
Clay knew that was true. Somehow, though, theyâd been able to keep it from Madeline. âYou have to give him up. We have enough to hide already.â
âIâm not seeing him anymore,â she said in a sulky voice.
He wanted to let it go at that and hope for the best. But with Allie nosing around, he needed more of a commitment. âIf you havenât left him yet, make sure you do.â
âEasy for you to say,â she grumbled.
âNot as easy as you think. Anyway, consider the people whoâll be hurt if you donât. I know you care about that.â
Irene slammed the cupboard shut. âItâs okay if Iâm the one whoâs hurt?â
âHeâs married! You donât have any real claim on him!â
âItâs not as if I planned for this. It justâ¦happened. Sometimes marriages fall apart.â
âAs far as we know, his marriage is fine. Itâs his libido thatâs leading him into trouble.â
âStop it!â she cried. âStop treating me like Iâm a tramp!â
He wanted to tell her to quit acting like one. But he couldnât be that disrespectful. Besides, he could almost understand why sheâd fallen for Chief McCormick. Both the men sheâd married had mistreated her. But Dale was a kind man who lavished her with gifts and attention.
âMom, if Allie finds out, sheâll be determined to prove that weâre responsible for Reverend Barkerâs murder. What better revenge would there be?â
The scent of coffee filled the room. âDale and I havenât been together since Allie came back,â she grumbled.
Clay studied her, wondering if that was true. Judging from her expression, he decided it probably was. âThatâs good. But youâre planning to be with him as soon as you get the chance, right?â
âNo.â
He didnât believe her. Without a definite breakup, he knew a relationship like theirs could go on for years. âYouâve got to tell him you canât see him anymore.â
Tears welled up in Ireneâs eyes as she came toward him. Seeing her cry made