sheâd gotten a raise, but even an idiot would guess she couldnât be making that much.
âConsidering I get up at four most morningsââ and that he hadnât slept at all last night ââI donât feel too sorry for you,â he said. Especially because he knew she wasnât really grumbling about being dragged out of bed. She hated anyone to catch her before she could âget her face on,â as she put it. Even him. He could count on one hand the number of times heâd seen his mother without the thick mascara she wore on her lashes and the deep red lipstick she put on her lips. âAre you going to let me in or not?â
âOf course.â She tightened her bathrobe, then patted her dark hair, which she usually backcombed, before stepping to the side. âWhatâs gotten into you, anyway? Whatâs wrong?â
He barely fit inside the cluttered room. Since heâd last been over a month ago, his mother had acquired a new leather couch, two lamps, a big-screen TV and some sort of fancy tea cart.
âTell me you quit seeing him,â he said the moment she closed the door.
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â she responded, but she wouldnât look him in the eye.
The gardenia scent of her perfume lingered as she headed straight to the kitchen, which had been remodeled so that it opened directly into the living room. âWould you like some coffee? I have the most delicious blend.â
Gourmet coffee. Allieâs father was sure taking care of her. âDo you realize what youâre doing?â he asked in amazement, following her. âDo you know what youâre risking?â
âStop it,â she replied. âIâm living, like everyone else.â
She was living, all rightâin denial. Most of the time, her unwillingness to acknowledge what had happened to Barker was harmless enough. As long as Clay was around to take care of her and his sisters, he figured everything would be okay. He wanted them to be happyâ¦and to forget. That was why he stayed on the farm. That was why he diligently guarded any evidence to be found there. So they could have the kind of life he wanted for them. But if Irene refused to listen, all his efforts could soon be for nothing. âAllie McCormick is working on Leeâs disappearance,â he told her.
She revealed no visible sign of distress. âNot officially.â
âThat doesnât matter. She used to be a cold case detective. Sheâs trained in forensics.â
âI know.â She continued to make coffee. âSheâs an excellent police officer, just like her father.â
The proud note in his motherâs voice made Clayâs jaw drop. âWhat?â
âGrace told me all about her,â she said. âBut donât worry. Allieâs been through a painful divorce. Sheâs lonely and bored, so itâs natural that sheâd want to poke around a bit. What else is there for a crack detective to do in a one-horse town like this? Sheâll grow bored with it eventually.â
âBored,â he repeated, unbelieving.
âItâs Madeline whoâs egging her on, you know.â
âAllieâs not just toying with this case, Mother. Unless I completely misread her, and I donât think I did, sheâs serious about locating your husbandâor whatâs left of him. That doesnât concern you?â
He knew he should add that Beth Annâs accusations wouldnât help matters. After last night, Allie had to be more curious about him and the case than ever. But heâd been stupid to allow himself to fall into the mess his relationship with Beth Ann had become, and he was ashamed to have put his mother and sisters at risk.
Irene turned her back to him while she sealed the small package of gourmet coffee. âWhy should anything Allie does concern me?â she asked. âWhat