some of the salt tang from the Sound.
My guitar skills were minimal, but I enjoyed picking and strumming the tunes of Bob Dylan, Jesse Winchester, John Prine, Simon and Garfunkel, and Arlo Guthrie, the poets of my generation. Coden was a place with few opportunities for young men, so a number of older boys Iâd known in school had died in the humid jungles of Vietnam. While I kept my political opinions out of my job, I had strong feelings. Paul Dubois, a boy I met in college, left medical school to go into the Marines, one of the last to join the fight. He felt a civic duty to serve his country. And he had died in that faraway place. I could still see him so clearly, his dark hair and eyes. Funny that his image was etched in such detail when other things had slipped away.
âMimi?â Donald stood at the threshold of my room.
I put aside the guitar and went to him. He wore pajamas covered in Casper the Ghost. âWhat is it?â
âI canât sleep. I heard someone in the house.â
âIâm not surprised youâre having bad dreams.â I tousled his hair. âStories about dead starlets arenât good for sleeping.â I couldnât stop myself. âDonald, what did you really see? Annie said there was a shadow in the water, but you said you saw someone in the marsh grass.â
He took my hand and we walked back to his room. âI saw a girl. Dark and pretty, like Annie. She stared at me like she wanted something. Are ghosts real?â
It was a question without an easy answer. I wasnât certain what I believed. There had been times when I was positive Iâd seen my parents in the shade of an old tree or standing in a dark corner of Coraâs house. But were they ghosts, or were they manifestations of my desperation? I couldnât say for certain, because to be honest, I couldnât remember what they looked like. Theyâd died a long time ago. Cora said it was better for me not to remember, that the fire had been a terrible tragedy and only the quick actions of a neighbor had saved me.
âAre they real?â he pressed, dragging me from my memories.
âI think Annie is a marvelous storyteller, Donald, but she made that story up. She doesnât know anything about the Paradise Inn or Coden or anywhere else. Sheâd never even heard of those places until she got here today. Sheâs a lonely girl with a big imagination.â
He climbed beneath the sheets I held up for him. As I tucked them around him I could see he was still disturbed.
âI didnât imagine the girl I saw. She was there, watching me.â
âEven if ghosts are real, they canât hurt you.â I kissed his forehead.
He looked toward the window. He was so pale, so agitated that I put a hand on his cheek. He was cool to the touch.
âAnnie told me about Madeline while we were fishing. Only she told me different things.â He hesitated. âMadeline was a slut.â
I couldnât have been more shocked had he slapped me. âDo you know what that word means?â
His blue eyes were wide. He knew heâd upset me. âItâs a bad girl. A girl who does bad things.â
âYes, it is. Who told you that?â
He closed his eyes, long dark lashes fanning out on his cheeks. âI donât remember.â
âDid Annie tell you Madeline was a slut?â I had no idea where Annie had been or what hard things sheâd endured in her brief life, but it was inappropriate to use such language with a child. I would have a talk with her first thing tomorrow.
âNo. I donât remember. Donât be angry.â
I hadnât the heart to be too hard. âIâm not angry, but words can hurt. And thatâs a word you shouldnât know and certainly shouldnât use.â
âOkay.â He turned to look toward the window. His room gave onto the Sound side of the house. With the windows open, the rush and kiss of
Gladly the Cross-Eyed Bear